Chunhui HERE!!I dun need people to watch over me anymore...=)

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2006-06-03T19:19:00.000+08:00

yo people..hahah yea..i decided to remove the blacky thing..lol..i kinda miss my old life..so i wanted to read mah..wahaha..yea..so..my current blog add is chunhui.blogdrive.com..

2005-12-29T17:17:00.000+08:00

Wahhaha closing the blog alreadyy..wahaaha...not becoz i wanna copy people in relauching or whatever..but coz i wanna hv a new blog add u seee..but then...lazy to desgin my own blog for now..common test come first no matter what..so...yea close down lah...as u guys can seee..i used this blog since i was sec 4..it contain lotsa memories of my 2rd half sec 4 life..where i started to mug for o level..than the slackin holiday...than release of results..than my first sem in NP..etc etc...

my good mood my bad mood..everything~yeaaahh..juz nice is the end of 2005..wahahah should start a new one next yr 2006!wahahaha...

i didn't delete my blog becoz..i wanna keep those entries..wahah so i decided to juz cover it with black layout..wahahahaha...

hmmmm i didn't copy ANYONE's...realli i did it ALL by MYSELF!i used dreamriver...wahahaha jkjk dreamweaver..wahaha yea~is nice!lol...=)

actually i dunno if it works a not..stay cool everyone..see ya in 2006!=)

2005-12-27T02:15:00.000+08:00

hahaha...i juz drink some coffee..thnks to tingwei..lol..he reminded me tt coffee can actually keep someone awake..lol..

dunno why all of sudden i lik to BLOG~whahaha..maybe i am bored today..not much people talk to me in msn..and not a single sms.after the morning sms that wake me up..=(

wahahaha yr 2006...lol..a yr i am 18!lol..

sighh i realli hope to go on a trip to..HK..seriously..after the com tool project..i wrote about disney land..i realli hope to go lahh..wanna go wanna go..but..my parents wun wanna tk me go..sighh who can i go with?my friends?FAT HOPe!nvmm..i am goin to work and save money..other than to pay off the debt..i will realli SAVE ahh..juz for a trip..wahaha.but seriously..i wanna go lehhh...but..who to go with?bored..

2006..i hv loads of things i wanna do!seriously...i wanna do it!i wana lead a much different life in 2006~i wanna to change my character...i wanna be the Chunhui that everyone used to lik..realli..but seriously..i dunno how..maybe i should start givin out questionair and ask..wahahaa..there are realli some character i wanna process

kind!o well i am evil now!i am not kind at all!sighhhh
caring?lol...i aren't now tooo sighh
understanding?lol...sighh i realli miss those days ahhh
hardworking!!!!!i am gettin worse now..lazyyy bum!
less talkative?wahaha talk to much people dun lik one...=(
femine?waahha actually this one not i want..is my friends wanna see..well i know they wanna me goood~wahahaha
less demanding?waahhaha yeaaa..i muz!!this gotta be the first thing i muz accomplish!
more alert!hahah this is important..if not..i will nv suceess
be patience!wahaha yeaa...important point if i wanna be a teacher...

omg omg too many tooo many~wahahaha..still got more lahh..but seriously..i dunnno..wahahha 2006!18 yrs old liao..i wwanna do alot of thingS!i muz change!i muz save money!i muz behav lik an adult..no more small kid lohh...

i wanna work during my 2 months holiday!i wanna earn money!i dun wanna be poor..i dun want money to lead my life!i want my life to lead money..Errr i dun get it actually...my last sentence..wahaha..anyhow write one..aiya i juz dun wan becoz of money..ruin my life..i dun want money to control my life!i want to control money in my life!yea that's sounds goood~o well i am not being BIG HEADED or whatever lah~this is juz some goal i wana achieve!i want people around me to be happy!i wanna be happy myself!i wanna everyone around me to lead a happy and good life!=)wahaha after writin this entry..i feeeel as though my 2006 is filled with happiness~wahhha..GREAT???YESSSS~

dunno why..but my entry sounds so...err werid?lol dun sounds lik a DIARY entry..but more like..someone's talking?yeA~wahaha..HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHA I AM GOING CRAZZZYY~alright baby..for now i am realli gotta mug for my CT tmr!!!!realli mannn...i gotta score man!if i dun...*HMMMM* i think wun lahh..lolthis CT i wun do wel one =(coz i didn't listen in class..retribution!wahahahaa...nvmmmm~

i am lookin forward to a brand new me..i wish to change by the end of my poly!my looks...attitude..character!SO EVERYONE OUT THERE!PLS SUPPORT ME!

PLS GIV ME SOME SUGGESTION ALRIGHT???

WHAT DO U THINK CHUNHUI IS LACK OF?
WHAT U THINK CHUNHUI IS GOOD @?IF YESSS PLS STATE..IF NOT..JUZ SAY NO!I WILL FACE THE FACT!
WHAT U HOPE TO SEEE IN CHUNHUI FOR THE COMING 2006?pls dun ask me to wear skirt...hahahah

oomgg this is getttin mad..why am i doing this?lol..CHUNHUI!!!!!Whahaha ok i am NUTS!wahaaha...=)

2005-12-26T14:01:00.000+08:00

sighhh

suppose to be studying CMB now..but i dun understand athing lah!sighh...2 weeeks of study break..friday sat sun mon chalet..tue rest..wed go out with pri sch class mates..thur and friday go back pepsband..sat..XMas eve @ mac..sunday dental appointement..today is monday~wahahaa..boxing day!

sighh although those events i listed out dun last the whole day..but it juz happen to waste my day lah..after whatver happened..i will slp..wahahaa...yea~sighh wasted sia..i think i hv to stop skippin forday's lesson..wahahaa..i realli dun understand anything lah..but then even if i go for cmb..i also dun understand anything..OMG~what should i do?sighh..

Xmas eve @ mac with my 4e6 peeps..lol...fun i guesss..talk about sch life back then..the sports day,..4X400m..lol..the class spirt!wahahaha..i will nv forget that ahh..i was the worse runner..thnks to whoever(dun realli who lah) who actually ran with me..wahahaha..so glad=)countdown @ the mac..kenna dumb..but is fun..left with kailyn when i actually had the intention to stay for pool..nvm i juz leave lah..so tired..lol dunno why..i am juz tired..maybe of life..sighh~how long muz i live?when can i realli tk a GOOD rest?sighh...

yesterday@ the dental was a hell man~i realise i am a v patience person..*HURHURHRUR* i waited for whole of 1 hour without actually complainin to the reception lah!lol..wahah i hate sunday's appointment..lol..alot of aunty and uncle..lol..they will keeep complainin one..i pity the aunty @ the counter..waaha..imagine!

thnks to my songs in my hp..wahah i was hopin tt someone will sms me and say "hey where are u now?what u doing" but it nv come..=( i got 1000 sms ahh..more than enough ah~wahahhaa..yea..nvm i hv my music to accompany me..thnks to music man~wahahahaa...went in..omg the dentist is a nice guy!he apologise and even explained why so late ah..lol.ooo got one dentist on leave..that's why he hv to work double..pooor dentist..wahaha..yea~nice guy!wahaha

hmmm he asked me to choose colour..so i asked if i can hv 2 colour he said ok..so i tk a look..errr i was thinkin of havin a light pink and shockin pink..but...dun hv shockin one who i ssayy err transparent loh..wahaah than he ws lik..hey u can hv multi colour u know..juz choose any colour u want..i was lik.ok..i know..i juz want transparent..but he say..nvm nvm can can..juz choose more colours lah..wahaha i was *DANG* waahhaa...i insisted transparent and thnk him for his kind offer.wahahah..omg~he not scare of trouble sia..lol..so nice..wahahahaa..and he put the 'rubber band' to close up the holes..0omggg is hurting now..yesteray nite tooo..HELL MAN!wahahaha..befor i leave he said " seee u next month" i was lik..OMG!wahahh..alright..loll=)

realise this blog is..old?wahaha a yr plus loh..wahaha..since last yr end of may..wahahaha..hmm lazy to change ahh!wahahaa..beeen lookin @ ivan and jf's blog recently..wahahaa..tnk god lah..the recent gathering did help us close up our friendship..wahaha..omg~i think i did the wrong thing again now lah..sigh..nvm..forgiv me pls!!waahahahahaa..he sux lah!sighh..pepsband saxophone section..ROCKS!wahhaa..hahah yhcb saxophone also rocks!

anyway check out the academic calender..wahahhaa..06/07 one is kinda werid lah..after CT got 5 weeks of school..than 2 weeks of study break + exam break.wahahah..than holiday..werid ah?lol...the exam time table is out..lol..no CT one..is the final exam one..wahaha..yea..exam ended on the first day of exam week..lol..so i count count..lol..i hv 8 weeeks of holiday..omg~lol..hahhah this holiay i realli hope to earn money lah..maybe be relief teacher in peps..wahahaha..sounds cool ah?lol..but also dunno can a not..wahaha...maybe work in factory?waahahaha...2 months leh.for god sake..lol..

2006..lol..is a important yr..18 yrs old..i am going to celebrate it!lol..realli..i hate my 17 yrs old bd..lol..dunno whyy i juz dun lik it and i realli dun lik it!lol...look forward to my 18bd!wahahaa..

lol..sighh side track again..lol..should be studying now..lol..not blogggin!!!sighh sighh dunno what to do =( LOST!

2005-12-24T00:18:00.000+08:00

i dun hv to explain this..u know why we are smiling ALL so happily?coz mr aw is the one holdin on to the camera..lol..thnks bro!

2005-12-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

Hahaa..here i can explain who is who..hmm mrs tan(teacher in charge)..angeline(band leader 2006)..sandra(newly x member)..ivan(my bro)..charlene(my sis)..jia hao(my bro=X)eddee(my bro)..jasen(perc instructor)..Mr Aw(my bro..instructor)..Mrs goh(my sis..*as if* wahahah..jkjk..conductor)..norita(my junior)..me..ciaoyi(junior)..aloya (my junior) ..jinfeng..sorrry feng feng..lol..i didn't accidentally do tt..chill man~

2005-12-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey hey hey hey hey~time to updateeee~

waahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha..

woke up SO damn early today..i was so dumb ah~wahahahaa..i wanna tk towel to bath and i open the store room door..lol..dumb asss!wahahha..so i bath and ate some bread then went peps loh!!!!!

wahahaha a exciting day !

went inside band room ..saw eddeee and jia hao there..yawn~saw no bass cl player..= lol..waste my time so early go..wahaha than v soon sectional loh..mrs goh ask the 3 of us to tk frech horn and sax..lol..so i happily took french horn..wahahaha..omg~DIE!

took them until almost vomite bloood..but then..ok lah..got improvment than ok liao..wahahahaa..used SOMEONE's buffet..wahahaa..nice!!!miss the feeeling sia..hmmm ya..lol~soon one by one came..charlene..jinfeng..ivan..lol..v soon sectional over and we went back to the band room..wahahaha.BREAK TIME!wahahaha remember back in pri sch band days..break time is the time we look forward to the most..go out to the mama shop..wahahaa..trade pokemon in the band store..lol.so much fun back then..wahahaha..yea~

so we the x member sat there and talk to the teachers aas usual..wahahaha..mrs goh say wanna make a list of x members..lol..Wahaahahah *head big* wahahaha..should ask tt fellow who so freee dun wanna go 3month tt guy do loh!*WEFVFvdfbvidvbsivbisvb* waahhahaha..charlene!he is mean to me!*angy*

dun wanna care him!is charlene 's probb..waahahaha hope he dun see this if not...wahahha,.confirm get scolding again..ASSHOLE!lol..waahahahha so happpy~hmm than band resume and hahaha again is coz of thomas..he got scolding..lol..than got a boy also stayin in front..mrs goh was saying"juz tell me who is it" but thomas keeep saying" u ask them" than the boy infront say "juz tell who is it lah" wahahah the band members laughED..lol..so funny..imagine lah!wahaaha

hmm sighhh they rrealli need alot of guiding..if not they dun realli can play =( sad enough..i dun hv much time la!sighh the next time i go back will be when my exam finish..end of feb loh..=(wahahaha hopefully they can realli realli buck up and play well lah..hopefully a GOLD..it has beeen ages since i hv beeen happy for my pri sch band for gettin a GOLd..lol..pray hard..pray hard!GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD!!!!mary no GREEEN NO GREEEN NO GREEN!wahahaa..yeaaaa people at the afternoon understand this!

okok sooo band ended alittle bit early lah..so they can pack up and oil instruments..wahahaa..of coz..we the x members are usefull lah..lol..we helped out..but..jf and ivan helped themselve with the photos instead..*DANG* wahahaa..yea~ok lah giv them some credit..they did help out when sorting out the files.wahahaha so clap *clap* wahaha..looked at those photos..so funny sia!wahahaa..realli ahh i can't help but to laugh @ myself..wahahah CHUNHUI U LOOK SO DUMB!!!alright..i am!hmm soon everything settled and time to release the kid..wahaha before they leave..mrs goh announce some stufff...and band of coz ended late * as usual* wahaha.yea..lol..guess what?isa got the outstanding player for concert band in a camp ...aiya is some camp held for pri sch lah..lol..last time already got liao..juz tt i m nnot up to standarded..wahahaa..yea and guess what?she got it leh!!omg..all the pri sch in singapore lehhh..lol.omg..so proud of her..so guuesss there is no one else lah..but she to be the assit band leader..wahahahahaa..hope she can do the jjobb well!aiya she is realli goood lah..i mean her playing..p4 onli leh..the sound lik jacky liao.,waahahaha..

sooo we tookPHOTOS before we leave for lunchh..wahahah...

had KFC for lunch..while the rest some hv burgers some hv cao mian..lol..etc etc.wahaaha had such a long lunch lah..lol i think we talk v de long lah..wahaha i am the last to finishmy food..as usual lahh..after i put on my braces..wahahahaha...siannn ..wahaha.yea..had so much fun talkin lahh..talk about everything..laugh about everything..we were chilliin lah!lol..yea people chill!wahahaha..so funn how i hope we can do it again soon..but i know..hmmm this kind of thing muz do long time once.if not..not fun one..wahahha..had so much fun lah!thnk god!lol..love it man...this gotta be my BEST XMAS present this yR!gathering with my pri sch mates!waahah thnks god man!wahahahaa..

ivan is an asss..he start diggin out our old past..lol so i decided to dig his out..lol..but..hmm i realise sometimes ..talk about all this although is kinda..hmmm angry..but i dun mind lah..as long everyone is happy..lol..but ivan..u make me feeel dumb today..how can i fall for this kind of guy?hmmmm ithink..he is good last time..and i mean realli v nice person ahh..but now...errrr...maybe suitable for charlene..wahahaha...ops~waahahahah.CHARLENE!!HE IS UR XMAS PRESENT TK IT!wahahahaaa..jkjk..peace...everyone..PEACE!!!

=)
ivan jinfeng jiahao charlene eddee mrs goh mr aw jasen mrs tan me!thnks for today..is a great one...=)

2005-12-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg~~~~

well chill man..i am not here to complain!lol..i am here to....share the joy man~

hahaha..i was actually thinkin of sms-ing jia hao to tell him..tmr ivan and jf going..will be lik a gathering u see...but..he ABC one lah..he wun bother me one =( sad..wahahah so next i think of mr aw..think again..lol..so late liao..he wun bother to reply one lah..so i hv decided to wite it in my blog.to let every single one of u out there reading my blog know tt i am havin a gathering with my pri sch band saxophone section tmr!wahahaha excited sia~

wahahaha omg omg omg omg..been ages sia..since we all COME tgt loh!wahahaa..i hhv seeen them..but at different time where not everyone is there~so..cmon man~everybody..DANCE!wahahha..

* excuses me * before i go on..charlene is talkin to me on msn now..she ask me to mention her name..so cmon people let's entertain her...*WAHH CHARLENE LEH~* WAHHHHH* ok i am nutS..lol

yea of coz lahh but thnks her..coz she is the one who added ivan into msn..lol..so i decided to add jf..lol.and sooo we decided to go back tmr~wahahaha..asked kw..but he say he got the registration thing..=(wwhahahaha..yea~soo i guess i will be expecting..hmmm charlene..jia hao..eddeee..jinfeng..ivan...last but not least..ME!wahahha..

so excited lah people..i am realii excited..juz when i was so bothered about my LONELY Xmas..lol.thi gatherin came and realli make me SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO damn happy so high sia..i was so damn happy tt i even sang xmas song for my bro while he is eating..lol..he didn't puke k!lol..wahahahaha..weeeeeeeeee..yeaAaaaaa..Waaaaaa..wwoooooo..Weeeeeee.. Yeaaahhhh..ok i am realli nuts lah...tmr tmr tmr..

hahahahahahahahahahah went peps band today..woke a bit late..than sectional..lol..chao yi..lol..ok i got his name right this time..lol..he ahh..lol..talk alot..talk alot of rubbish!lol..yea~*BASKET* lol..eahahah.ooo i am fierce.,.wahahaha..the aloya is even more funny ah..i ask him.."what i did to you?" he replied in a damn innocent tone and face "ALOT!" omg~ as if i did something funny to hinm lik this~wahahahaa..but..he is damn cute lah~norita also...she ahh..fat fat cute cute..wahahaha..SO CUTE AHH!!!why all my juniors so cutte one?lol..ehhahahah..

thnks to my mei mei anglica for the key chain ah..lol.thnks..with my name being spell out..C.H.U.N.H.U.I thnks ah mei ah!lol..omg now i dunno what to get for her xmas present.= thnks to mrs goh also..wahahaha.thnks for tt saxophone key chain..wahaha..u make me love saxophone more..lol..starting to think..if i should play saxophone again and nv say to giv up again..but realli lah..saxophone realli rocks BIG TIME!wahahaha..so happpy.

went lunch with the teachers wahahaha..i didn't wanna to actually..coz..i was so damn sleeepy lah..thnk god!lol..but mrs goh say is an order..lol..such a nice person..next time if i poor until no money..i will go back peps one..wahahah..jkjk * better dun* i wanna be rich!lol...mrs tan join in ahh..wahahaa..as a teacher..she recommend me to be a teacher too..wt...and i am damn determind lah..to be teacher!lol..for the money of coz..BUT most importantly..passion for teaching..wahahaha..i lik to TEACH people WHO ARE WILLING TO LEARN!cmon~i am the boss in the class room..CALL ME BOSS ,PEOPLE!wahahah u guys muz be thinking..OMG u got passion for teaching?wahaha..yea i do..lol..i can be v patience if i wanna to..especially to small kids..lol.but..old one..*PUKE* i dun lik it!espeically when..i am being treated badly...wahahaha..yea u sux!TEACHER ROCKS!

omg..been touching the books..but..i keeep stuck on the same page for lik 4 days already..wahaha..now my biophy book is gettin rotten..lol..coz i keeep takin HERE and THERE..wanna read it..but no chance..wahahaa..omg i am sososososososo in love with my laptop..lol..without u..no life for me..o my darling...llappyy~whahaha..omg CHARLENE SAVE ME!!i m getttin mad..wahahaha..

so damn high now!lol..can't believe i was so damn low juz now...coz of lonely xmas.wahaha u try lah!xmas lonely one..lol..my friends are lik gettin attach..lol..onli me..gong gong didn't do anything..lol..o well gong lah gong lah..lol..wahahahaah i think i should change my surname to gong instead of ong..wahaha.gong chunhui..hmmmsounds good?wahahhaa..loljkjk

i realli realli realli neeed to realli read thru my notes before i fall asleeeplol..wahahahtmr tmr tmr!yea!

2005-12-21T10:29:00.000+08:00

How i wish i am rich..how i wish my parents are rich...how i wish my brothers are rich..how i wish everyone is rich!

yes i am damn money minded now..'materialistic',if u wanna use the word.well i am being force to..i can't tk this kind of life anymore..thnks to poly...where everything is juz EX...i need to suffer ALL THIS SHIT!why can't i buy things i lik?WHY NOT?i live with my own life...i want to live with my own life lah..cmon lahhh~FUCK!

i am totally drain now..i am totally broke..i onli left with 9bucks in my bank..after jasmine lent me 8bucks..my wallet is worse lahh..FUCK man!still dun wanna giv me pocket money..those money i got i already use it for some more important stuff..which is important lah..i can simply dun wanna pay one loh and keep the money..but..FUCK man!trust me ..i am not going to waste my sat anymore..realli..waste of time and i get no money at alll!FUCK!

how i wish my tuition kid can call me sia..lik not interested ahh..BASKET LAH!!!!UR TUITION TEACHER NO MONEY LIAO LAH!!!!!!STILL DUN CALL..THE NEXT TIME U SEE ME WILL BE UNDER MY HOUSE VOID DECK AH!funeral wake!

fuck mann~look how money can actually make someone into this kind of mood!i got broke becoz of a memory stick..WTF sia..i realise even how i save save save..money go nowhere..my 40bucks per week..10for transport..and guess what?i onli spent 10bucks on food.and i eatt the same thing eVERYDAY~lol..cozi think is the cheapeest lah!fish noodle..did u notice i slim down?lol..yes i did lah!

anyway..no use blamin me for puting braces..the money use is another side one..even if i didn't put..life will still be lik this..as for my new damn phone..also the same...even if i am still tkin my 6230..life will still be the same!!!

i hate money~i hate it when i am TOTALLY broke~basket..now tt my account hv less than 20bucks..i dunno how..i dunno how and i dunno how!how to tk bus?siao liao lahhhhhh!she dun giv me credit one lah!sighhh i shouldn't hv born into this world if i am a SHIT to the family..i envy my 2 bro who hv their way of gettin money..now..i am onli a student..and i hv no other place to get money from..onli family and maybe work..damn it lah!now no work..cannot lik giv me a bit more money meh!wa lau eh!i realli shouldn't be born into this yr..Fuck man~born and suffer!both my parents are jobless and thnks lah...is they themselve wanna retire one lah!dun wanna work again lahh..cox for ur age they know they can live with the rest of themoney..realli ahh..piss me off lah..if they can garentee a great life for me..i will sure return them one better one..if i so sway tt i dun do well in poly and cannot get into uni..i wll make sure i be something useless lah!i want to be successful!i mean it!

fuck lah..u giv me money i giv u money..i will lah!u treat me good i treat u goood!realli lahhh..wa lau ehh i am not tt mei liang xin lah!people should know lah!FUCK man~damn piss now i wanna go town later with my pri sch friends..we friend for so long ahh nv go town before one loh..werid right?and my mum kbkb..KAOZ~

i hate my life now lah...everthing is LOW for me..the onli thing that can make me feeel high is onli my pri sch band..wahaha.people there are great..life there are fun..everything is juz GREAT!

guess what?exactly a yr ago..is the 2rd day of pepsband camp..lol..GAMES!!!

2005-12-19T18:41:00.000+08:00

Whaooo time to update again..lol..

last week was weeek7..last week for the term ahh..than holidays for 2 weeks than CT..YAWN~i hate it!lol..

back from chalet lahh~but kind lazy to update about the whole chalet lah..juz a summary la~

during the sec day of chalet..i headed down to peps..coz they havin performance at paragon..lol...i played in the performance..lol..was m last performance..i no longer hv any passion for music..so..i wun be playing for any band anymore..unless peps band needs me..which is impossible..lol..

performance at paragon was fun~the kids are cute and fun..most of them are p5 and p6 so they are more matureed as compared to those smaller one..whahhaa..realli had load of funs man..especially with the x members..lol..miss those pri sch days..lol..hahaha..10 yrs..lol..kinda long lah~time to let go le,..relli..conpletly let go..but..lettin go doesn't mean tt i will not go back peps or yh anymore..is juz tt i wun be peforming for it..hahha yea~10yrs of band life..wahahaha..number of friends i made..memories i hv..i realli appreicate alot alot alot...

i am damn grateful to my pri sch band conductor instructors teacher in chrge..lol..they help me in another way..lol..a hard way i guesss..bad student lik me..lol..they tolerate it..lol..endure..wahh..pity them..i am gratful to my yhcb saxophone section seniors and juniors..lol..u guys thought me to be more understanding.u guys teach me things tt i dun think i will be able to learn outside..

realli thnks guys for it man`love u guys to the MAX!music rocks!

thnks mil jy dy kl mf kx carm for coming down to watch my last performance...thnks!=)

*in red mean is the edited version.sorrry MS YONGKAILYN..i dun mean to write wrongly..wahahaa..sorrry ah~thnks for coming..hurhurhurhur*

saw shuyu and miao juan at the paragon..lol..shuyu say she didn't intend to come and watch one..is coz meet friend than come..basket..dun need to direct right?lol..miao juan came to see her aunty and cousin lah~lol...

sighh words can nv describe the feeeling now..10 yrs...expericing love hate happy unhappy angry worries..all kind of feeeling..happy when we did well for com...un happy when we loss..angry with seniors or juniors..love somebody..hate someone..lol everything..i taste it..realli i feeel it too..i taste and feeel it..thru music..i learn to feeel for music..everything..thnks music!u realli bring great memories to my life..=love=

chalet was great lah~hmmm thnks way way for tolerating everything and make everything come to reality..thnk xin xin for doing jobs which i was suppose to do..thnks everyone who turn up..thnks for showin me tt no matter what..4e6 will always be 4e6..and 4e6 rocks no matter what..u guys gave me a beautiful sec sch life..lol. =)

now tt is comin to an end of the 2005....i am feeelin kinda sad coz i am gettin old..but feeel great and happpy with my life so far..although things dun always come my waylol...thnk life!thnks everyone..thnks chunhui!U ROCKS!

2005-12-10T10:21:00.000+08:00

Ha..around 10days didn't blog..well who actually giv a damn to tk a look at my blog..=( is alright lahh..tis 10 days alot of things happen..o well..everyday also got thing happen one..lol..

last sat..went to yuhua with a heavy heart shan't explain lah..so glad my juniors did well..my saxophone section..didn't get best section nvm one lah..next yr~yea!the party was FREAKING great..realli..adam and maisarah joined in..whahaha..make is more more more fun..Yeaa~well,i realli muz say my ex phy teacher is a realli great lady...with big heart..might be kinda nasty at timess but i dun hate her..coz i always treat it lik a joke..as in i dun tk it to heart lah..realli lahh..those who r there u guys know why..realli u rocks~anyway we took a section photos YEaah~hehehe..SAXPRO~o mann those juniors who are juz a yr younger than my pass out loh...x memember loh..wahhaha..mdmS and sirS lol..yeA!nv will i forget when i sec 2 i see liying and yiyang..lol.both are main band lahh..hehhee..realli..now passs out liao..than maisarah mayhui liana.lol..time flies lah!=)

sun was a more busy day..went aunty house..actually go there also nothing to do one lah..is i backside itchy wanna follow my mum go..hehehehe..=( than went westmall..aiya wanna change away my phone u see..bye 6230!lol...is quite a good deal loh...i bought a k750i..my dream phone for quite some times..it cost $388..my dad hv starhub $100 voucher and i trade in phone for $190 =( than is onli left with $98.hurhur..sim card wavier.lol..great ah~lol..than i got a $100 tang voucher and the dunno what na dunno what watch and note pad...=( my dad toook it ALL~sigh~had a hard time tellin the whole world that i change hp number...basket..so many i sms already, but didn't savve..FUCK man~for those who did..thnks.gladly appreaciated!

the week juz flew pass..wahahha..v fast...=pass forward=

o yesterday..lol..when maths lesson coming to and end..pw sms me..ask me go bugis help him buy stuff..lol..DUMB who wanna go bugis a lone so i drag him along~wahahha..before he could confirm,i was at home watching movie scary movie 3,wahahah is so damn funny lah!damn stupid too.lol..how the alien say HI..how the alien say BYE..how the alien pee!lol..anyway i think the movie is copy 'the sign' or dunno what one lah..about the circle crops thing..lol..but is funny lah!hahaha...the nite before i watch chicken little~wahahaha..SO CUTE!!!lol..reealli ah.the chicken is realli so small lah..SO SMALL!!!lol..yea~

so meet peiwei on train and went bugis..went to the villiage..lol...walk many times but cannot find the lemon groovy or whatever lah~so went to junction and took a walk..lol.than came out again..than this time calll the birthday girl for info..lo..alright we found it..bought it and walkaround..lol.back to the junction.lol..saw carmen celine and friends.lol..yea~lol..long time no see yea~lol..than walk walk than went back villeage again..lol..he bought a bag..= lol..hahaa.aiya we were practically walking about btw villiage and junction..YAWN than went simlim..FINALLY~lol..gosh mannn...from top all the way down..lol..damn lah..dunno why ahh the price of a memory card can be so VARY lah..some sell 100plus some sell 90 some sell 80..found one which sell 73 when i wanna buy from there..there loooked at the book and dunno waht the hell they doing and told me they hv NO STOCK!peiwei was thnking..muz be coz they say the wrong price..that's why dun dare to sell..SIGH~SIGH~dun dare to buy from ebay leh..but is reallli muh more cheaper loh..=(than when walking back..lol..we were almost lost..waahhaha..than shujun called me say got gio 40%discouunt~Wahahaha 40 leh~wahaha..so i went to outrum to meet her and saw tingwei and a band senior there..lol..got the coupon wahha and took a train with tingwei and peiwei home.lol..long time no see brother~lol..waahahaha.i alight @ JE and change to red line..waahaha..reach BB i went to the gio to buy a pants..lol..a hipster..lol..i took the largest size..o well,u guys know why.i dun need to explain..lol..i wore it..omg is loosee* over joyed* lol..than i took 2 size smaller..coz lik is no 1 size smaller..lol..i wore is..is juz AllRIGHT...fit...lol..but..my thigh is TOO BIG..is tight lah..so i was thinkin which one to buy..hmmm..i think and change..change and think..finally..i bought the BIGGER one..o well..i hv belt u seee~whahahaa..got a GREAT discount!lol..headed home..wore it and show my dad..he say is not suitable for me =( maybe a skirt also not suitable for me also..WAHAHAH~so everyone should drop the idea of wanting me to wear skirt..waahahah~yea!

woke up early in the morning..mum told me..HEY U HV ENOUGH bOTTOMS!than i was thnkin..wahahah..great~enough bottoms will mean..i CANNOT buy skirt..lol..*over joyed* lol..wahahaa...

something more personal now..

live for 17 yrs..meeet alot of people..alot of friends..from pri school classmates..band mates..sec sch class mates..band mates..and now..POLY friendss..i think..thru all i made alot of GREAT friends who always bring me laughters and joy..share things..lol.realli enjoy it although @ times i kinda get irrritated by some = but i still love them ALOT~ok..i mean alot ahhh!wahahhaa..when i need help..THEY ARE THERE FOR ME!they dun make friend with me juz for something..they befriend me becoz we are fated to..lol.o well..when i need help..they confirm will ty to help me lah..but they need of coz i will try my freaking BEST to help them tooo!at times i will get lazy and ignore..well..waahahaha..but i see how importat the thing is lahh..so forgiv lah~but..dunno whyy i came to hv meet this person..this ass hole ahh.gosh man~..realli lahh..this person dun juz befriend u ccoz..fated to be friend..tis person always lik..need something from u than call u..or should i say irritate u..BASKET..onli think for ITSELF...macham other human being not humans lik this..o cmon..there is a limite lahh..wa lau ehh...i can tolerate to a certain limit..over it and i will realli juz irritate and juz wanna ignore lahh..realli..BASKET..i hate meeting this kind of person..yea i know..friends muz be caring and helpful..but...i guess u r simply MISUsING it!realli..OVER mis use ah!realli lah...FUcking damn irritating..ops i used tt word...aiya alot of people already know about this person..u guys should know who i am refering to loh..sigh...cmon lah~exampleI u r A and i am B..if A need B's help...make sure B dun die forA lahh..even though is B willin die for A...A shouldnt let B die for A...FRIENDS AH!!!!!FUCkIN HELL(ops) F.R.I.E.N.D.S!FUCK U!(final one)

i feel as i grow older..either i get a friends who are more 'suitable' to me or not..lol..yea is true lah..when come to environment tt i dun suit them..i willl try my best to suit them..sigh~realli realli..i dunnno what to say...=(

anyway pepsband will havin a performance at the paragon this coming sat..urhurhu 17..gosh i am in chalet~lol..yea...people do support them ah..2pm- 4pm..

and...

yuhua and RV alumni havin concert the sparks 4 in VCH on 30th..anyone interested?tell me ahh..i help u book..tix @ 12 and 15 i think..hurhur..yea~

2005-11-30T22:19:00.000+08:00

hahaa..long time didn't update liao ahh..lol...lazy lah~lol..hmm..well..happen alot this few days...

some more important things..

err i hv my braces on loh..errr haiz..means the start of HELL..means i m going to suffer pain..pain..and pain~onli then i realise..life is FULL of regret..realli..haiz..why muz i so backside itchy go do this kind of thing..first is kinda waste money..now i hv more things to bother each month..second.haiz..i great smile dun wun effect much of my life what..haiz..now i am going to be damn ugly for 2 years coz of the braces..after that i will resume to my uglylife...wtf right?haiz..everynite it kill me..unable to slp well..in sch..couldn't listen to lesson..coz is pain..haiz..i pay money to toture myself..after the 2 yrs i will juz hv a better smile..but will be no different from 2 yrs before...REGRET!haiz~

i got a damn shock when i receive the news..i didn't know it will become so damn serious..all of sudden..i feeel a lost of some thing in life..to think about it..it dun..but think deeper..it does..no matter what..u 2 will always be remembered..realli..u guys bring back some fun memories back then in my dull cca life..if not for u guys..i will hv bored to death..maybe..LOL..yea..rrealli..u guys will always be remembered..love u guys always no matter what...<} aiya dunno how to draw the heart out..HUr hur hur..

what else??err well my english realli sux big time lah..my report i wrote sux..lik the past..my english is again a joke for everyone now..last time people used to laugh @ my werid spellin and sentence structure..lol...werid grammer..aiya werid ENGLISH lah~sigh..i am so glad i pass my o level english and even obtain a B..lol..seems lik ihv repeated alot of time..yeA~hahha..but..is realli a achivement to me..beyond imagination..but now..my english is worse than F9..totally sux..nic correct my english until almost vomite blood.sigh~

now i realise..blog is no longer a safe place to voice out unhappiness...example the first case of blogger..who actually critsize teacher i think..tt person kenna sue in court..sigh..than recently..the third blogger who said about other race..wtf..lol.stupid blog!useless ah~i am realli doubting if i should go on lah..haizz..so dangerous..realli ahh..i am kinds piss ah..bo bian..singapore is lik this =( maybe thnk to this..onli then we hv a slightly more peace singapore.

i watched scv sometimes..i realise tt taiwan can actually scold their minster.lol..interest ah..lol..if anyone do tt in singapore..i think...tt person gotta die for sure!wahaha.yea..but i muz say..singapore is a not bad country to live after all..everything here is realli alright lah~as compare to some other country..I LOVE SInGAPORE~SINGAPORE RULEZZ!LEt's love singapore..LOL..national day 2005 is over..lol...

so glad the govt actually had the yellow ribbon thing which encourgae people to 'forgiv' those ex convict..lol..after i watch the 3 good guy..lol..i am even more determine..yea.they should be forgiv ah~if they realli change and turn a new life..so maybe i think..the govt sector should emply people lik them too..lol..maybe teachers..lol.hahha..i think they can teach the student better..they learn more than normal people..go thru more than them tooo..lol..yea!YELLO RIBBON!!!!SUPPPORT~

in life..juz forgiv and forget lah..aiya..dun be dumb lah..u nv know..juz coz u forgiv and forget..u might gain something from it lah..not forgivin and not forget also got gain thing..but is a bad one!HATES!WHO WANT IT?haiz..sadded..if onli it nv happy..

hehhe..kinda happy today ahh..is beeen ages since i saw my sec sch pals..lol.saw steph today in library..and meet my buddies and jia yong after schoool..how nice it is ahh..lol..so long didn't see them lahh~hahaha..whenever they hv their coffee on sunday..i can't make it..sigh..yea~we hv kinda drafted apart ahh..but..some people i realli nope i will nv drift apart..coz u guys gave me a beautiful sec school life..without u guys..i wun hv me in the poly noW!

today is kaixin bd..happy birthday ah..but most importantly..is the 7 sisterrs anniversary..see i still remember..of coz lah~my hp calender got mahh..lol..i juz happen to see it this morning..lol..is this fate?lol..yea..HAPPY 1 YEAR!jorich-chunhui-julyelim-xinyi-steph-minfeng-kaixin

hmm..realise..the buddy also one yr liao!i think ahhh..i also not v de sure leh..hahaha..around nov and dec lah~hahhaa..yea....happy 1 yr tooo!milton-Chunhui-Dingyang i think no more to wish liao lahhh..hahaha..

well..all of suddden i kinda misss those days lah..in sch uniform...havin pe lesson..the bio lab...the ONLY bio class in sch then..xtra pe lesson..ms ong..ms cheong..emily tan..justin lao pa..mario ah gong..walkin history book-ms parvathy(LOL)..etc etc..i i juz miss those days ahh..hahah..thinkk back is kinda funny too~but..no fear..i am realli livin happily in poly now..BME ROCKS~lol..although nowaday onli the 6 of us click for lunch and stuff..but sure i believe i hv get to known other friends more..lik nic..kelvin..miao juan..CQ.. milton..etc etc..is a great plessure to know u guys and hv fun with u guys..a great gp of people to mix with..=)

chalet in about 2-3 weeks time..SIAN~lol...mean CT comin...LOL..yea!lol...realli gotta mug hard lah!!!As and Bs..NO C!!!!!no C!!!!no C!!!!Whaahha..GPA no 2!!!no 2!!!no 2!!!no 2.5!!no 3!!!no 3.5!!!YEs 3.65 and above..CHUNHUI ROCKS!!!!!

bless pepsband ...bless yhcb saxophone section...bless everyone!

2005-11-23T17:33:00.000+08:00

Wahhh...32 more days to Xmasss..lol..well i am not tt mad that i go count lah.!i hear it from the radio one..hehhee..siann means new yr comin..2006 comin!!!CT comin..haizz..i reali hv NO confidence this sem..haiz..there is nothing i am good @..so sian ah.even maths.my tutorial teacher SUX!treat us lik small kids sia..haiz..today was the funnest..most of them were lik against him loh...is juz funny lahh...i think onli miaojuan ahh..she funny sia..everyone was lik 'scolding',arguin with the teacher..she at there do the tutoriallLOL..funny ahh..interest girll..hehhee..clean onli know how to say chill chil..lol..i wonder if he will throw the table when he got real angry..lol..

yea..ole sux ah~lol..he thought we are what..after all we are from bme..we still produce result what...haizz..last sem although @ foo kee ann 's lesson we also play a foool..our result also ok lohh..mr gwee said 80% of bme students got As for EG..lol..ahhaa..cmon..bme rocks ahh..bme is a good course ah!i didn't regret comin to bme..although is stress ah..but then..onli then i will learn and work..if i go to other slacker course wherre most people dun realli work..i will die with themm..lol..so competitive is goood somehow..lol..haizz.was thinkin of skippin tutorial next week..but cannot..got revision mol..*see,bme student v hardworkin one.* hehhee..

so sian ahh..now that my bd over..than i realise..hahaha..i got alot of things wanna buy..lol..haiz..guess what..i realli realli need to earn more ahh..lol.than caan buy things i want..i neeed...

a cap(ahh those got holes on top..known as sunshiner ah..i think)
a new specs
contact lens(hopefully..hmmm long time didn't try wearin it le..hehhee)
a new bag(haizz my bag old liao lohhh.)
jeans(i need more jeans lahh..hipster lah!but so fat..no my size sia..)
broadshorts(i need more pants!)
long sleeve shirt(hahha..yeaa i hv beeen hopin for it..tooo bad alot no my size..)

hahaa..should hv more..juz that...forget loh..hahaha..are things i need daily..lol..SAVE MONEY!my angbao i got now onli left 10bucks le...100 for my dental fee..20 return to kx...20 for clas chalet..cmon~pity me!lol..o ya..ben owe me 3.50.LOL..muz remember!lol..

haiz~siannn..com tool's project sux ah!so worried lohh..haizz..i dun wanna get C ahh..the most not worse is to get C for those IS loh...when the other core sub got b and better..v sad one..lol..PREY hard~hmmmm

tonite gotta be a much more different nite compare to the lst 2 weeks of wed..i no longer need to go back help the pri sch band..coz their performaance at the CC is OVER!lol.yeaaa..got jh there i also useless one...*DANG* lol..yeaa~loookin forward to yh's pop..lol..al the best my juniors!especailly my sax section..may u guys get the BEST SECTION AWARD!

2005-11-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

my heart jump faster the moment i think that time is flyin..common test wil be here damn soon!shit man..hasn't been listening to lesson lately lohh..HELP AHH!!this week!!!!!i muz...and i say..I MUZ!!!if i dun..haizz..i muz!lol..

saturday went ah ma house..lol.oo saw that toto machine..lol...not a machne lah..juz some toy..lol..than i decided to get a few number from it..lol..juz wanna waste some money..lol..cool yea..than home for lunch..the clock strike 3 and..me and mum set off..to ..the dental clinic..OMG~~~pluck another 2!!!AHHHHH~drivin me mad!hehhee..

went in lie on that.BED?lol..dunno what the hell is known as lahh..yea i lie there for quite long lohh..yawn~~almost fell asleeep..but then..so cold ahh..hehehe..than the dentist came and he start..his stomach was juz beside me..and i could hear those NOISE ahh..hmmm muz be hungry..POOR dentist..LOL..but be coz he is hungry that's why..he HURT me more this time!lol..pain ahhhh!!reach home watch tv..HAHA..than so pain that i realli realli realli realli annot tahan..so i decided to slp...ZZzzzZZZzzzzZZZ..woke up and discover that the numbness is GONE!!!the pain also..WAHHAHA..i realise the HOLE is bigger LONGER than the another 2..pooor me ahh!!!lol..i realli regret sia..wa lau ehh..remember on friday..mr aw still say until SO DAMN horrible!!Ahhhh *running away* wahahaha..yeaa..the way he describe..lol..see lah!backside itchy..lol..yeaa next weeek will be worse...*haiz* i can't turn back anymore..

woke up kinda early today..lol..coz my grandma came to stay over yesterday nite and will be going home this morning..so i woke up early juz to say GOOD BYE to her..yea..omg..my cousin is gettin married next yr at sentosa..lol..so DUMB lahh...so far..haiz..wahh hv 2 teachers gettin married this yr end loh. emily lee(peps) and ms ong ll(yhss) lol..hahhaa..ong first ..hahahaa..so exicted...hahhaa..for what?also dunno lehh..lol. that day mdm lee show me her weddin photo at her O2 phone..lol..her husband buy for her the o2 phone loh..SO NICE~~hahaa..yeaa she juz look so different lohh..hahaha..without her specs..lol..she ask me she pretty a not..lol..i dunno what to say..but juz to say..is different..lol.hahaha..than she told me that woman's weddin day is their prettest day..than say say say...say until me..WT...lol..haizz..see lah see lah...if this day come..than good loh..if dun..also bo bian..juz hope to hv a good career next time lahh..to feed my mouth..FULL!hehhee..

yea yea..i was trying VERY hard to be hard workin today lah..but..dun seems to hv success lohh..lol..i can't tahan to study lahh.HAIZ~a long sigh..realli lahhh..hizzz..didn't do much today..lol..i am stuck @ AEL first chap..dun seems to be able to finish it leh..haizz.cant make myself to start the cmb report on excel lh..dunno how to start...my com tool worse!i did research but dunno how to write it out..haiz..

but..i got achievment today loh!hehhee..first..i already sms those teacher about the BBQ on 17 dec..wahaha..another one..i got lye ee and xiu ren to help out their section in pepsband..wahaha..isn't tt great?wahaha..hopin to find a few more to help lahh..after all..IS OUR PRIMARY SCHOOL BAND!u seeeee!yea~

how i hope there is digit cam 5 yrs ago..lol...actually hv lahh..is juz that is EX!yea~if hv..i would hv took LOAD of photos of the band and my class mates..lol.yea i hv those photos lahh..but then if got digit cam..i would hv took MORE of it!than i will laugh at how dumb lookin i was last time..well..i am still dumb lookin now!lol..

i look @ the time..flying fast!..next sat dental appointment..than the next one yhcb pop..hope my juniors did well..than rest a week nothing to do..than next sat e6 class chalet liao..OMG~soon it will be xmas and 2006 will be here..i realli dunno what to do..i think about what i had achieve in the yr 2005..hmm maybe my english...getting a B4..yeaa..i am not boasting about itlahh..but..haizz i dun expect it..i thought a D7 or a c6 will be enough..i am realli happy about it..

the saddest thing is...i kenna sack from teck wahh..realli ahh..haizz..nan wang ahh..haizz..NAN WANG AH!

a v sad yr..grew fatter every yr..HAIZ~sad ahhhhh..LOL..study hard chunhui!

2005-11-18T22:57:00.000+08:00

TODAY!!!today...TODAY!!lol...

cmb in the morning..so ddamnn tired lahh..up the hill..LOL..hahhaa..than maths..yawn yawn..than lunch..lol..than c programmin..than home and slackd ..

than went cc..saw those percussion juniors..lol..went over to them..they actualy wanna ask me something.but they dun dareee...ended up i saw the trans that i saw @ the cc the last time and clam that he/she is from pepsband....omggg..nono..he isn't lah!lol..realli lahh..cannot tahan lohh..i see the whole gp of them are mostly trans loh..they enter girls toilet..those kids are interesting..they kept givin me live telecast..lol..cute ahh..but they realli can dance well..lol..

soon the rest came and helped out a bit..seee them play..lol..than jiahao called and say he juz end his paper..DANG..lol..*fainted* how come o level will late one?lol..yeaa than i decided to go westmall..and i helped them buy chicken rice..drinks..and stufff..lol..most importantly...MY filet O fish!lol..yeaaa my last time lahh..before i can't eat again..lol..went back..finally saw my realli long time didn't talk friend..jia hao...

before that mr aw called jinfeng and she came..lol..this 2 days..i am damn happy lohh..finally see my 3 goood friends after so damn long didn't see loh..ivan..jinfeng..jia hao..hahahaa..YEAH!had a good talk with jiahao..lol...yea still the same lahh..i miss those pri school days..lol..where i always bully him!!!hehheee..so fun...but so guity tooo..so sorrry~i brought jinfeng around to see the teachers...lol..and students...lol...hahahaa..yeAH!!!lol..

than soon performance liao lohh..hahaha..before that took lotsa picss..hehehe..but blur one lah..took with mr yeo also lehh..hehehe..mdm cheng also..hehee..Weeee~guess what?ms chan thought i O level last day today.WT..lol..hahhaa..so sian lohh...so no heart..SOBX SOBX!haahaa..eddee came tooo..hahaa..yeaa hv fun lahh..so damn sleeepy..also dun realli remember whar happen..than peformance lohh..

finished and packed up...omggg..RAIN~..lucky v fast settle lohh..if nt if lik wed lik that..i faint!lol..hahaa..when we wanna go board bus..the bus left...hahha..than so the teachers and the x member took a empty bus back to school..so cool lahh..a bus with juz a few of us..hehehe..reach school..than some of them dry the maribar..hehehe..kaka's roller coastel realli lohh.scary ahh..hahhaa..than they hv supper..hahaha..bread..guess what..when emily readin out name..i took the bread and i shake hand with the kids than giv them..lol..cool ah?ehhee..love them load ah.

hehhee..ended my nite shakin head with the supporting pillars..lol..the next time i goin back will be next month lohh..when my exxam break...lol..they all encouraged me to study well and do them proud..hehheee..a sq hat..lol..uni grad lohh..ahahaha..

ahahhaa..realli love my juniors load load..from peps and also from yuhua..hahaha..peps juniors are cute and lovely.yuhua juniors are obedient...hahhaa..love them loads!

ahhh time to stuy hard lee...realli realli~STUDY HARD CHUNHUI!

2005-11-17T23:51:00.000+08:00

hhahaa..long time since i blog..lol..been slackin alot..lol..not listenin to class and not doin constant revision..i am worse this sem.so worried..lol..i am stresss!coz i am not studying!!!lol..okok~i shall study next weeek..after peps's performance tmr and my appointment on sat and recovery on sun..LOL..yeaa i muz!i muz hit GPA 3.7!that's my target!

summarise of this weeek..hmm

well..i heard the most fuck up thing on sunday..lol...yeaa is fuck up..(omg i am usin this word again..)nahh~i mean..hahaha..if is true..gladly accept it lohh..but then is something..i can't believe it!ur sixth sense is WRONG!juz lik what clean said to me.."normally woman's sixth sense v accurate one..but then..u...not accurate"DANG~fainted..lol..i am fine with it..and guess what!!1i digged into the darkest secret tooo.lol..ha~thnks to my msn nick..juz that easy ...lol..but..felt guity about what i did last time..haiz..hope i had know earlier...sadded~

so..monday went to school for boring IS..went library for duno what cyber thing lohh..me and nic one gp..than ended up we join grace jasmine yew ming shuyu..hahahaa.me and nic for the whole 2hrs onli do afew..but the 4 of them alot loh...ended up i got 20/20!!!!thnks to them ahh~hahaha..secure my 10%!lol..went for sandwiches and had IAC..yeaa got my team loh~but not ready lahh~

tuesday..went for biophy..nothing much lohh~..during EPS..me and nic got our FIRST ever STAR for attitude...lol...BAD ATTITUDE for u info!we were practically hittin each other..he use his hand and i use my head..FORK lohh..he hit damn pain one ahh so different from other people one lah..when he hit..macham chop by knife for that moment lahh..PAIN ahh..*sobx sobx* than i scolded FUCK..alright..yeaa that WORD got us into deeep shit~A STAR!lol...forget it lahh...than went for AEL practical..lol..ok lohh..YAWN~

wed..which is yesterday~early morning biophy again..waited for shuyu but she late lahh..call her dunno how to pick up one lehh..14 miss calls..lol..hahaha than we late lohh..so sian~hahahaa..as usual lahh...BASKET~tthan AEL lecture..lol..sat with those guys..coz girls ther no seat..well..sat with milton and clean..gosh man~we kept talkin lahh..after talkin to clean..i talk to milton.than clean again than milton...haizz.talk onli lahh..didn't listen..SO SIAN~than dun understand..haizz..got myself into trouble onli..than was compro..lol..that teacher damn interestin lahh..more and more lik her liao lohh..realli..hahhaa..interesting teacher lahh..hehee..than EG2..can't stand the teacher lahh..Fork one lohh...tk us as if we are sec school kids..lol...we are old enough to do what's right and wrong lahh..haiz..actually **(to protect the identity) sugggested tat we skip next week..but sad..got quiz..we can't..postpond lah!lol..OLE sux big time man~haizzz..

than went to the rehearsal lahh~omgg..i seee mac chicken again..i fainted ahh..lol..ended up i slacked and waited for eddee to come and we walked to 7eleven..and buy some stuff to eat..hahhaa.yummy yummy..pooor kids lahh...they all..3 performances straight loh..wed thur fri..lol..hahha.yeaaa than the rehearsal ended and we carry those instrument to load up..FORk it rains!!!!lol..haizz..than waited for long lahh~finally load and leave to go back to school..by then alot people were tired and kenna HOT ahh..especially those supporting pillars..lol.yeaa..got back..omg~those mallets wet lahh.than need to wipe..i was practically sweating and stinkin..lol..i hv nv seeen the maribar being tk out lohh..jasen took it out to wipe..I AM AMAZED!lol..yeaa settled and i left..i took the express bus home..lol..coz my mum was naggin ahh..

i alight and i saw my mum..she FORK me for takin express bus..omg..i kinda pity her lahh..she juz FORK me one sentence and i FORK her back 20 sentences at one go..LOL..dun blame me ahh..i was angry ahh~FORk mann..i am no longer 10 yr old lah.she is so forkin worried that i will kenna drag away by those workers lohh.than FORK me..FOR FORK lah!!!!first..i am already 17..i am not dumb lahh..second..aiyoo the way i dresss..people thought i guy lahh..juz that my hair longer lohh..i got so FOrk up than i say.."AIYA I GO BE BUTCH BETTER LAH" *angry*fORK lohh...haizzz...than when i come home late macham a crimal lik that lahh~HAIZ..than i went to bath..came out of the bath room and saw my dad sitin there..omg~~than i hurrry leave the room..lol..if he shout at me..omggg die~i am a STONE u seee..if u scold me..I WILL SCOLD U BACK!no matter i wrong or right..but of coz lahh..i know i am wrong lahh..lol..i am juz an idiot lahh..i juz wanna be an ass~yeaa that's one of the thing i have changed lahh..STONE!lol..so whenever people angry and scold me..even if i am at a cool mode..i will scold the person back..LOL..ok i am AN ASS~

this morning..went for tutorial lahh..damn it wasss lik a bit rainin lahh..walked to school lohh..than wased my leg in toilet and went into the tutorial room saw miaojuan than CQ..lol.was so tired..lol..hahah than bad ideas crawl into my mind.no biophy..go cmb also waste of time.hehehe..LET SKIP!hahaha..yeaa i did!lol..ahh so PS sia..i forgot to silent my phone and my cute cute ringtone rang..LOL..PS~hahhaa..than went forrr maths lecture YAWN~than finally AEL lecture..haizz i miss eltech.

than my clique all left except agnes..she tab for us lohh~the girls went westmall for lunch and me went PEPS!lol...hahaha..o well i juz wanna see them perform for the orientation lohh..i did those d0-re-mi cardboard..lol..i juz wanna see lah~hehehee..i went there and jasen left..i am so dumb that i dunno he leavin lohh..hahhaa..hmmm than sat there..lol..i go back pri school..they nv mis treat..i am so hugry lah~than they got me a pack of bondless chicken riicee..NICe LEhh~~hehehe..than i brought my darlin along..so showed them GOOD stufff..lol..hahah..than soon time for performance iao lahh..soooo kept my darlin and helpout ahh..haizz..my job is juz to keep them silent ahh..but nv success..lol..hahaha..i keeep playin with themm..hmm got one girl played the piano playing tonghua..omggg she keeep plyin wrongly lahh..than spoilt the song..lol..yici was complainin ahh..ok lah is actually funny lahh..even mrs goh was smilin to me..LOL...welll.realise alot of band members can play piano v well lohh..hahaha..aiyo realli lah..they are goood!hehehe..than waited than going to start..saw their do re mi thing.SO INTERESTING!lol..than pack up..lol..move the percussion instrument..lol..saw mr aw HOT ahh..LOL..opsss shouldn't be laughin..hahaha..than i went back the room and was actually slackin than suddenly mrs goh ask me where is the maribarr so..i thought people helpin..but in case..i went up..OMG~ivan and mr aw onli that 2 guys..lol..i went down to get guys up..lol...than carry ahh..lol..went into the room..as usual lahh..naggin..lol..but happy ahh..coz mrs tan say something about the x member..WE ROCKS~hehehe..stayed to see mr aw repair instru..lol..than headed home and SLEEEP..lol..tmr is another LONG day lahh~lol..lookin forward lahh~more peope comin tmr tooo!Weeeee.but sian..my last time lahh..the next time i go will be during my break!lol..in dec..*yawn* misss the p6es ahh..he~

2005-11-12T12:01:00.000+08:00

hahahaa...is 12 nov loh~~~my birthday is overrrr..

yesterday was unlucky..bro got a home theater speaker..than he wake me up from my slp juz to help him..hahhaa..than guess what..i was so damn sleeepy lohh. i was actually trying to lift one scv box..VCR and DVD player..my bro helped to..but when his hand let go..there goes my hand..Arhhh~plain..yea..i was dumb!

soon 12md...some sms came in..hahhaa..yeaa...i replied and sleeep..than someone called..clean lahh..but i was so damn sleeepy that i had actually ignored it..than 3am someone sms me..lol..hahhaa woke up to reply..than sleeep again..than morning phone ring again..hahhaa..than saw a red packet at my switches there..hehhee..there greeeted me.."HEY FAT!" from this iknow who is the one!hahaha..

bath and stufff..guess what..my stomach isn't feeeling well...so i stay there damn long lohh.hahhaa..until i almost late so i decded to tk 174 and walk to school..along the way..scotching sun ahh!burned my skin..when i reach the classs..i was half dead..realli damn sleeepy..than soon the G2 peeps came in and our lesson start..yea people wishes me too...*grinz* i was so damn damn damn sleeepy that i didn't even wanna talk or move..ahhahaa.shujun gave me a empty red packet..yea..after that i went home immediately with the julye's guitar that i borrowed and a slide of cake from 3 girls..

came home..charge my laptop..took photo of the cake..put it in the fridge..slack..so nothing..hahha..nap for 15 mins..lol..ernest goh say is enough..hahhaa..alright..than headed to school again..this time again..i took 66..walk all the way to class..went in..settle down..a gp of guys came in...they gave me a sweater and one of them passed me a red packet given by my sista gang..

C programin start..i was still in a sleepy mode..i didn't talk much ahh..no mood to talk either..hhahaa..yea..than soon lesson over and i went home..

dad ate half of my cake..while i eat another half..hmmmm than went clementi for dinner..yea satay!Weeee...than home for tong xin yuan..than slack infront of the computer..a guy came to 'install' the speaker..than someone call me..yea..than suddenly i saw my bro openin the door..but dunno for who..i stood up and walk towards the door and saw a gp of people...yea..they slack and my house and left..hahaha...

that's my day!hahaha

Now i lik to thank those.....

Those who smsed me: Mr aw(too earlyy)..suaidah(15mins b4)..junwei(7mins b4)..grace(13sec b4)--HAHA..Dingyang(first on 11nov!)..kailyn..milton..sisi..kaixin..kerjia..carmen..xinyi(she v kiasu..she sent 2 to me..LOL)..wendy Ng(v hard workin..so a bit late..i dun blame her..hehehe)..Chang quan(3am..)..wenhui(early morning)..Shuyu(bme)..Minfeng..Jasmine tan(bme)..guosheng..mcdonalds(LOL)..weitian(bd boi)..Steph..Kevin(INcyr3).Alice..Agnes..Leonard(heartless..LOL)..valentia..serene..shujun..Yiyang..

Those who wrote me a testimonial: Qiaofang..Kaiye..daniel(bme,PS gpmate)..shujun..shuyu(bme)..yunqi..miaojuan.. yijia..joanne. .kaixin..sherlene..

Those who called me: Tingwei..

Those who wishes me face to face: abel..neethu..chilin...Nicholas chia..kelvin yip(bme)..compro teacher..yici(wed)

Those who wishes me on msn: shuyu(peps)..kangwei..wan..jorchie..milton ONG(still type bd song for me..)..jenny..jason tang..steph(her personal msg)..my REAL elder brother..wenyi(peps)..angeline.. angelica..benjamine chua(yuhua)..

2005-11-12T11:59:00.000+08:00

Money!!
My REAL oldest brother.. (ur left)
My REAL elder brother.. (the note)
My sista gang from bme-agnes-shuyu-sisi-jasmine-shujun- (ur right..the ang bao cute hor?still got hair one..hahhaa)

2005-11-12T11:45:00.000+08:00

The cake -grace-melissa-geoklian-

2005-11-12T11:43:00.000+08:00

-Those words..

2005-11-12T11:42:00.000+08:00

The sweater
-ChangQuan-arman-zibin-guosheng-weizhi-

2005-11-12T11:40:00.000+08:00

The surprise gang
-zhengway-jiayong-kaixin-dingyang-milton-

2005-11-12T11:39:00.001+08:00

-The presentS..

2005-11-12T11:39:00.000+08:00

-The strawberry sundae

2005-11-12T01:15:00.000+08:00

Of coz thanks to my parents ..without them..there wun be me here!yeaaa~thanx ong shuyu for tolerating my mood swing..LOL...kinds disappointed with some of my friends ahh..they dun seems to remember me...lik they used to...SAD...but..nvm..i realli apprecaite those who had actually wishes me..especially those who sms me..and those people who marked effort to say either face to face or thru msn or phone..i think i did mention everyone..if i didn't..TELL ME!i will slap myself!hehehee..
so fast...i am officially 17 loh!wahh damn tired now..hehehee..i should write about my past 1 yr ah!hahaha..tmr tmr!!tmr~hehehee..

2005-11-10T21:14:00.000+08:00

hahahaa...woke up so damn tire lohh..yesterday ahh omg..realli tired ah!hahahaa.morning usual stuff lahh than meet jasmine as usual and go school!hahhaa..first lesson was AEL tutorial..hahaha...didn't get anything right.hahaha...i keeep choosin c coz c=chunhui..hhahaha.lame right?yea i am!hahaha..

next was maths..hahaha..whoo whatever happen at foo kee ann lesson is happenin at her lesson..toooo bad..hahaha..anyway...i thought was lunch after her lessson..so i happily going to tk lift..than they say..still got AEL lecture..AHHH i so freak out..i tried to be funny and i wanna kick the wall..guess what?i slip and fall!hahhaaa.well..dun worrry isn't hurt..my lap top also ok..but my those sisters in the lift..they are ass holes!thy are laughing..FUCK SIa..hahh..but..i was laughin too..hahaa..coz samantha was so kan chong lohh..hahaha..u see liao also will alaugh..hahahaa..everyone came "hey ok mah?ok mah?"wahh suddenly i feeel all the love in the world..flying towards to me..thanx guys!hahaha..i am perfectly fine!hahhaa..shuyu say she is full..coz she laugh until full..FUCK AH!hahaha..alright alright..i am perfectly...perfectly..cool lahh..hahaha.if u wanna laugh at me..juz go ahead lahh..coz i find it funny myself..serve me right for wearin slippers to school!hahahaa..

next was AEL...aiya another noisy class lahh..ahahaha..than finally lunch..after lunch cmb..omg..bored to death..is forday again,..OMG~~~~hahahaa...shuyu was sleeepin lohh..hahahaa..listenin to SOMESONG...seeing SOMEONE picture..wahh handsome handsome..wahhh nice nice..YAWN~hahaha..than over and is biophy prac while the G2 hv their Compro..hahaha..

the teacher is LATE!he is consider late..jasmine suggested we should put the time on the screeen usin our laptop..hahah juz lik the way he did!hahhaaa..but we didn't lahh..hehehe..anyway..CQ is recruitin people into red cross...sound so pri school sia.hope he success lah!than i also got cca to join..Weeeee

today is one of my bestest friend..carmen yip's bd..hahaa..hope she spent it well..guess what?mr aw wishes me happy bd today..WT...hahhaa..than when i told him..he got it the wrong date..he say..ooo coz he wanna wish me ealier so that when i make a wish on my bd..it will come true coz i hv did some preparation what..hahaha..LAME ahh..but i realli appecaite it lah!my bro always!

my sec bro came home today and gave me a sum of money for bd present..thanx ah kiat~

Life as an ENFP

(Extravert, Intuitive, Feeler, Perceiver)
People of this type tend to be: enthusiastic, talkative, and outgoing; clever, curious, and playful; deeply caring, sensitive, and gentle; highly innovative, creative, optimistic, and unique; adaptable and resourceful but sometimes disorganized.
The most important thing to ENFPs is freedom to see possibilities, make connections, and be with a variety of people.

Take a look at this!iac want us to do this!so we did..hahaa..hmm..err kinda true lehh..some fact bit wrong onli lahh...hahhaa..yea i tend to be entu in things one lohh..hhaha u guys know..hmmm talkative tooo!hahaha..my pri school band instructors all say that!hahahaa..a bit outgoing..yea..I LOVE GOING OUT!hahaha..i am clever?hhahaa..maybe lahh abit..after all i am in bme mahh..bme rocks!i am always curious..in another word..KPO!hahaha ii am i am!!next..playful..hahhaa..all my friends know that..I AM!hahhaa..errr deeeply caring..hahaha..does it mean i am deeply carin and not caring at the outside?hahaha..HAHA i am damn sensitive to things one..if some people dun wanna tell me anything..i will thought they dislike me ahh..hahaha gentle..i know..everyone is say OMG!IS IMPOSSIBLE..maybe it dun means i am gentle physically..hahaha..coz i am not.but..i am..hahaha..opsss..deeep in my heart...hahhaa..i am still ok when come to innovative and creative wise..i am optimistize sometimes lahh..actually most of the time..hahaa..great life ahead!hahhaa..of coz i am unique lah!one and onli chunhui!hahhaaa..no people hv character lik me..i am juz TOOO werid!i can adap a environment quite fast lahh.seee..i use less than 1 sem to love bme gs!hahhaa..i am resourceful also lohh..coz my friends are resourceful!simple as that!hahhaa..lastly..YA LOH!i am realli some time damn in organise!hhahahaa..that's me lah!hahaha..

damn tired..time to slp..haaha..tata..

2005-11-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

hehehe..i am back from a damn long day..

early in the morning..woke up not knowin i was up..dumb right?hhahaa..than went down...hahaha..bus 61 alot people..so wait a while..than decided to tk 157..saw wilson up stair..he so as usual lohh..see girls PS..but.at least he talk..hehhee..and guess what?he say coz he SEE me as a guy that's why talk to me..OMG~hhahah..walk from the back dooor..damn tired lohh..hahaha..sweat sia..hahhaa..

had biophy..hahaha..mr goh..well..he is..eerrr...time minded..hehhe..wasn't late lehh..hehheeso happy!!!hmmm did the quiz...believe it a not..i was damn dumb lohh..was suppose to write muscle fibre..at the end i wrote music fibre..omg sia..for the first time music got me into deeep shhit!hahaa..

next was gwee's ael..hehehe errr lossin track of it..dun understand..clean say juz read thru can liaoo...woooo stresss sia...than was lunch..went for yu pian mee fen..than c programmin..hahhaa..gettin interestin loh..it realli make me damn curoise about it..realli..love it man!there was some problem..lucky for miaojuan help me seee...if not i will go GONG ah~ahahhaa..but she say..u need a &...i kuku go put %..no wonder not workin..hahaha.than was maths tutorial...finish my paper tutorial an mol..heehe...glad to receive ur call ah carmen~hehehe..realli..make me feeel...u still remember u got a friend lik me..hhehehe..

haaha..was wearin the pri band t shirt..before lunch..when takin lift down..grace came in and she say"ehh ur pri school ..wahh the t shirt can fit in ah"hahaha..i am not surpirse lahh..alot people also lik that say..than mr gweee was in too..and he ask tooo..hahaha...make me PS sia..than i said i am going back to help..than some one not to be mentioned say..FOC?yea of coz..u r willin to do things for someone u love..so do i..i am willin to do thing for something i love..my pri school band!PEPSBAND!ha..not shootin that person lahh..but juz wanna say..hahhaa..i dun juz go back pri school to help for any particular reason..but juz..i love it and is denfiately worth my time..even if it takes alot of time..

hehhe eyea...so meet up my mother and she took my laptop home..hahah..than i went westmall to hunt for my brother's present..a flower...actually got happy birthday one..hahah but got a red heart there..hahaha..better be safe than sorrry..so i bought one JUZ FOR U!hahhaa..yeaa.than headed to the CC..hahaha..saw ms goh there..as usual..scoldin those kids..hahhaa..went there...hahaha..chat with those kids..than said hi to mrs tan..hehehee..she offered me mac chicken..sight of me make me go *puke* hhaha..well well..i am not sayin that i dun lik mac!but..i dun lik mac chicken..maybe if it was fish fillet..or double mac spicy..i would hv consider.hahaha..she offers me fries too..but..i seee..wahh so damn HOT..scare burn my lip..hahaha..so decided to aiya dun eat lahh..haahaha..than the kids went in for a round of try out..hahaha..yea..slack doin nothing..hahhaa..hope i had actually helped out..

guess what..is MR AW's birthday today lohh...9 nov!hehehee..he is my brother!hehehee..he came so late sia..lucky i didn' buy cake for him..if not..i think....dunno what wil happen to the cake...hehhee..haiz..than slack and chill with them..haahaa..going back pri school is the best thing lahh.although they are all adult and i am a pre adult..hehehe...i enjoy my time with them juz lik the time i spent with my friends..hahaha..they often bring me laughter in life..isn't that great?ahh?

than soon time up..and their turn liao..hahah..i decided to find mdm cheng..MY GOOD FRIEND!hahaha..yeaaa..my good friend..hehehe..chat a while..hahaha..she mention a student of her..a band member..hahaha..she say..she lik this student who play the drumset..hahaha..she added in..hahaa..coz he handsome also..hahha..oooooo....i didn't know a teacher also will lik that one sia..hahaha..but alright lah..ehehee..than we see see wahh seee who go sec school will hv alot of girls go after.hahhaa..of coz..top on the list eugene copy cat!hahaha..hope he dun see this!hahaha..although he dun reali look handsome..but..he got the 'STYLE' he can realli attract girls tooo..hahaha..than mdm cheng ask me a qn..WT~hahaha..*censore* hahaha..than talked about what i gotta do with my course..i said i dunno..hahaa..being teacher shall be my LAST alternative!lol...juz lik my cousin!hehehee..she is realli a mother who let her child experience..realli..her way is the damn right way!i saluate her..sometimes i wonder.if i get older..will i still be able to contact with my pri school teachers who i realli love alot!they simply rocks!

than they finish and pack up...me and mdm cheng took the same bus with some of the members home..hahaaa..home=school lah!hahhaa.reach and they did what they suppose to do..and i did what i suppose to do..hehehe..wahh damn tired sia..endin up all stay back and get there supper..LOL..gooood life nowadays sia..i realli envy them..hahaha..i gave mr aw the flower and card..hahha..bet he gotta be touch sia!hahahaa..is beeen ages i buy a present and write a card with my own hand..he should be honored!yea..BROTHER!hahhaaa..

soooo...hopefully if yici sseee this!HAHAHA~YICI !!!!!!! now u know!hehehee

o yeahh carry a GONG which is older than me to mr goh's car..hahaha..believe it a not..OLDER THAN ME AH!!!Waaahhh so scare ahhh..hehehee..

wah wah wah..realli enjoyed my days lahh..

2005-11-06T09:13:00.000+08:00

haizz..yesterday was the worse ever day..LOL...

went for teeth extraction yesterday...mind u!is tooth that is grow the sec time..so..is actually LONG...lol..i was feeelin aright..lol..took a bus to the clinic with my parents.aiyaa...also dunno why they so kan chong loh...got no. 307..LOL..wait for long...than my turn..went in with my mum..the dentist explain which teeth to pluck and stuff..than my mum went out...aiya she scare lahh...well..i am too!hahhaa..but...alright lahh..decided to tk out my specs..LOL...close my eyes...the injection was PAIN ahhhhh..my english sux..so dunno how to explain...is lik..slowly pain pain..the dentist still ask me pain a not..WTH!of coz lahh..LOL..than before the extraction...the 'nurse' hold on to my head...than...the dentist...use a 'something'...he shake my tooth first...shake shake shake shake shake..than pull out...hahaha..the one at the lower jaw first..ahha..kinda fast and easy..now the upper jaw..everything the same..but took a longer time..hahaha can't even tk out loh!than change the 'something'..wahaha..than can..but...i head a sound "clark" whooo i let out a sound..than the dentist ask...pain ah?lol..i say nooo..he say muz be reflief that is out right?..of coz i say yess lahh..but is kinda dumb lahh..my mouth is filled with those cotton to stop bleeding..can't even talk loh..LOL..talk to me also uselesss...lol..

my face was damn numb loh!aiya onli right side..was feeelin sucky ahh~the dentist gave me 4 pills of penda and 4 cottons.LOL..went home..hahaha..waited for that damn bus for so long..LOL...how i wish dad hv got a car...but sad...dun hv..haiz..finally the bus came and i went home..reach home the first thing i did was to throw away the cottton and eat one panadol.than change a new cotton..guesss what..hell starts immediately all the way until i sleeeep..

the pain...the numbnesss..everything..it is killer lohh..if i know will lik this..i wun wanna giv it a try on this!is hell lahh...pain until almost cry..the kind of pain is like..pinchin someone lik that..so sian...i ask those people who went thru this..they juz told me onli injection pain..didnt tell me after that also will pain...LOL....haiz..still hv to do it again...wahhh this one..realli make me dun feeel lik eatin lohh..totally hell...haiz...AHHHHH~

that's how i wasted my whole saturday..on the bed..on the chair...complainin..LOL..yeaaa..haizzz. i am perfectly all right now..haven die yet..Weeeee~

i swear i will make u regret!BIRD OF THE SAME KIND FLOCK TOGETHER!!!wahahahaha~*mean*

2005-11-04T23:10:00.000+08:00

Weeeee~damn high now..LOL...coz day time i v restlesss~wahahahah

today...woke up early..LOL..

went for CMB ahhh..LOL..reach there..onli see CQ one person..than the lecturer come..LOL..when i seee him..remind me of someone from da chang jin...LOL..interesting..after all he isn't someone who is v strict lahh..sooo is alright lohh..did those stupid cells thing..weee...

than headed for maths..and we are late..LOL..err mrs au..LOL yea..she is mrs au..but. but but..she she she realli sounds lik mrs emily tan..look maybe a little alik tooo..lol..AHHHHHHHH~i missssss emily tan!!!!!!HAHAHAHAHAH hope to see her at the BBQ~ weeeeeee....

lunch @ sim than went for Compro..LOL starting to get the hang of it lahhh..LOL..fun tooo..Weeeeeee

home ahh..LOL...ate mian sian.coz is my chinese birthday today!!!!LOL..check mail and saw mr gwee's mail..LOL..so goood...got book prize award...so envy sia..LOL...hope in this 3 yrs i at least get a chance to receive it once..ONCE is enough!hehehe..

so damn tired now after high..LOL..so low now..LOL...

tmr is the BIG day!!!!ahhhh...so scare ahhhhh....

haizz...my dearest damn old da ge who old enough to be my father's birthday comin soon...dunno what should i present to him..LOL..he is nice~lol..shall seee.haizzz...any suggestion people?for a 30plus yr old da ge of mine?

2005-11-03T02:27:00.000+08:00

wahahhaa..my 1st offical lesson in school i think..monday was IS...today than starts to hv lessson.LOL

shuyu didn't turn up for school...sian half..also dunno what she thinkin lah!lol..skip and skip...starting to get more and more dun understand her liaooo...haizz...sadded..so i meet the rest and cross over..than saw melissa on the bridge..than i asked the girls to go ahead to buy the books while mel and me waited for grace..wahah...saw nic..look so different after his thail trip...hairstyle wise..lol..see too many 'chio bu' i think..lol..than finally saw grace..so went in and buy book..went up..the few of us were late...wahahaha...ernest goh..out biophy teacher..so calculativei sia..i was late by 4 mins i think..but...shujun and the rest were late by 14.5mins..lol..how lucky right?lol..1 hr lesson ended kinda fast..lol..

headed to one of our favourite lecture's lecturer..mr gwee's AEL..lol..aiyoo we seem to be DAMN excited sia.lol.talk and talk..sittin beside shujun is a as usual thing..lol..she no book than ended up keep talkin..lol..if shuyu here..die!lol..but...nvm lahh..hhehe..i enjoy those company...lol...lunch after tht..lol..realise the lift damn kan chong sia...lol..ate some noodles..miss those food sia.lol..than went to the compro class room..damn it!is lock~so waited outside..slowly more and more people alreadyy..wahahaha..ok lahh..compro is interesting lohh..so new and interesting..wahahaa...i muz do well in it!!!Wahahahahhhaa~the teacher is goood lohh...she alway walk around to make sure the student wun be lost..lol...nice!lol..but funny ahh..keeep askin wan and man if they know how to tie ketupa..lol..ended and headed to next class..

on the way saw agnes..she says her lecturer not goood lehh..than we go like OH SHIT!but lucky lah..my maths tutor not bad lahh..lol..ahaha..got some problem when using my laptop..cannot sign in msn..cannot use internet explorer..onli can use fire fox..lol..than went to 543 to repair..Weeee..is DONE!hehehee..than headed back.lol..pack up!left..

saw mr yee in the lift..another favourite teacher of us..lol..without him i wun hv gotta A+ for eltech..lol..so nice to hv him to be online to ask whatver qns i lik until i understand..lol..so glad he still remember my name sia..lol..maybe i had always beeen a unforgettable students to alot of teachers..lol..due to my unkindness during schooldays but a grateful smile after i left the school..hahha..in life always lik this one..wait till it is gone..than u will cherish it..LOL..

went pool and dinner with secondary school pals..

maybe..i should be lik him..time to leave...he hv someone else to be with him 24/7 but i onli hv myself..lol..but maybe i should leave lahh...i used my eyes to seee..alot had left...time for me soon..to somewhere i should belong..the feeelin is no longer there..it had change me to a worse person...not onli when that moment..but also when with my poly friend..a nasty person..sad...TIME TO LEAVE!soon i guesss...there is no such thing as forever...

hahhaa..i started to FINALLY realise something..different people hv different view of life and of coz different target..da ge ge top 4 module out of the 6 we took last sem..5ADs too..that is something i am realli impress with...and i can nv achieve..lol..his target in life is to get ADs..my target is juz hope not to get Cs and Ds...hopefully juz As and Bs..look at this..this simply show..we are all humans.but we hv different target in life...if u dun hv the BIG head..dun try to wear the big hat(chinese idom)lol..ya..lol..hahaha..of coz i am happy for him..coz from my class mah!lol.congratulation da ge ge!

hahaha..alsoo one my buddy got top10% in his course..impressive too ah?when i told my mum..she say..SEE LAH! out of 200 people also can get.how come i 80 people i also cannot get..LOL..i laugh the moment i heard this..lol..is time to teach her some maths!lol..yea anyway..haizz...my kids didn't seeems to do well for their end of yr lehh..haizzz...they did alright for english i guess.but when come to maths..they sux at it..i will drill their maths next yr..i make sure i drill until they do well..lol..but well..they definately did much better than i do..lol..marcus's science also not bad ah!lol..malcolm takin sci next yr..*stressful tuition teacher they hv* no mater what.will treat them mac again...LOL..

yea i was talkin about life ahh.lol.so long didn't talk about it lohh..wahaha..sometimes i see people around me..i see them do wrong thing..i also can't say much..can't do much either..i discover all of us are becomin more and more ya ya papaya..proud in another word..got achievment also proud of it..NO achievement also..aiyooo such a sad thing sia..people wnat u also want..also get sore eyes one lohh..kaozz..haizz sad world..when people get it..be nasty with them..lol..is this a right way?no CONFIRM NO!i kinda understand what he had actually refered to..the 'feeling' yes!the feeling inside...the friends feeeling..honestly if i walk out of that circle of friends..i would hv much lesser friends liao..but..i dun mind...i juz wanna walk the right path..

dun bothered to ask me who i am refering to lahh..whatvever i write in blog is becoz i dun feeel lik talkin about it..that's why!gladly appreciate those who care for me!thankS~maybe after all i present myself as someone U CANT TRUST!what to do...

2005-10-31T21:42:00.000+08:00

wahh long time no blog lohhh..wahahhaaa...

after my chalet on thursday..is friday~

on friday i went back NP with mil steph jy kl..bought our books and went library coz kl wanna photo copy thing..YAWN..waahhaha..than went around buy the other books and ended up at sim eating..my favourite ban mian..wahahaha..than chat a while an headed to different place..i went my pri school..lol..i was lik early lohh..lucky mrs goh was there..wahahaha..was my last time going back before my school start..ehehhe.siannn than they practise lohh..i was slackin about tooo..but..i muzsay..the kids there v nice and cute lohh..got a gp of boys sayin ghost story and i ended up tellin them what i know about our pri school..ahhaahha..but but but..at the end we talk about band..hahaha..pri school band life..wahahhaa..althought i was..small..but there are still some memory lohh...practisin infront of the school buildin...lol..FUN!

after their prac i left and went home..bro ordered mac at nite again..lol...gettin fatter..haiz...

saturday..

woke up kinda late..than went to meet aik kah,my cousin..lol..he breftly tell me about it..and i went into the dental with him..the doc check my teeth and say..i need to extract 6 teeths..both of us shock sia..but..lucky lahh..2 of my teeths are wisdom tooth so onli 4..LOL..hmmmm..after he did his stuff..he drive me home..LOL..such a nice cousin i hv..wahahahaa...at nite..my bro order KFC..ahhh i going mad ahhh...LOL..i am officially scare of KFC liaoo..wahahahhaa

sunday...

did my usual sunday stuff thn went to meet way..than bought his stuff than went imm to meet dy and jy ...did their stuff than went je for an hour of number billard..WAAHAHHA..i won the first game..they say is beginner luck..wahaha..coz is my first time playin..WAHAHAHA~~~than had dinner than went home..yawn~~~

monday..

first day of school for my 2rd sem.err wasn't that bad lahh..IS today....lucky got yizhi same class as me ahh..lauz..nic didn't come...lol..the mr lim ahh when we juz see him..we thought he not goood..but.still not bad lohh..wahaha..than mrs chew ahh..she ahh..haaha.not bad lahh.hahhaa.she isn't that bad lahh..or...i haven see the worse?LOL..lookin forward to wed..lol..first c programmin lesson..it seeems interested ahh..LOL..yawnn so tired...

2005-10-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

whaha i guesss..i hv load of fun during the chalet lahh..thanx u guys for comin..i believe this chalet did bond us up a little lah...those people we used to juz say hi and bye...didn't say much one...in chalet..we play games and talk..wahaha...nice ahh~hahaha...hahha...

sorry that i am slightly short tempered durng the chalet coz..everything isn't that organise lahh..but i hope u guys had actually hv fun lahh..LOL...

i love the part where we are playiin the mahjong and play bluff..LOL.laughin our ass off..of coz..not forgetin the pillow fight..LOL..where i was wack 10 times more than i wack nic!lol..

thanx for the liquor session too..lol..at least i know..not goood to drink so much..drink liao vomite..wahh so wsteful sia..right?wahaha

to my friends who i called..LOL..i am not drunk ok!hahahaa.i was juz playin a trick on u guys..wahaha..

thanx melissa for helpin to book the chalet...

thanx to thoughtful CQ for his bike and fuel..LOL..without it..there wun be cup noodles and cakes..LOL..than jia quan might hv to leave chalet a litle ealier to walk to interchange..than wun hv more mahjong with us..LOL..than we cannot laugh @ him xiao xiang gong!hahaha..

thanx wan and arman for comin even though they hv fasting and preyers..

thanx chilin for comin..although she is comin alone..hope she enjoys it..LOL..guesss what?she realli did try and i guess is great ahh mixin with us!lol..she know chinese ok!wahaha..

thanx my sisterS for comin although one didn't turn up..thanx jasmine and shujun for accmpany me for the entire chalet..

hahah most importantly..thanx to..

fishy..nick...yulian..yongjian..milton..jasmine..melissa..toi..CQ..weizhi..zibin..melvin..brendy..yew ming..benjamin..shujun..wan..man..gracie..clean..chilin..kel..wilson..jia quan..jenny..wet..edwin..shuyu..kiatkat..

for turnin up lah!for those didn't turn..is alright..yeaahh~

wonderful memories with u guys ahh..wahaha..school startin liaol..seee ya then..hope to hv another chalet..BUT...GRACIE! u should be the one going to do that..i retire liao!wahaha..

next sem should be a tough sem..soo..JIAYOU!

2005-10-25T10:36:00.000+08:00

i almost burst yesterday nite...guess over what?F.R.I.E.N.D!yess friendss...call urself a damn friend of my...fish man~(i am changin coz CQ say girls cannot say F***)

This fishin friend of mine..i shan't name the name and giv too much details lahh..dun even bother to come and me lohh..i wun say one...coz once i tell people..chances are it will spread...makin things worse...add rubbish into it..and i will DIE!but sure that damn fisher will know lohh..anyway the fish i am referin to isn't the fish in BMEG1 weijie lahh..let me start it now..

this person ahh..name is MARY lahh...dunno what is socialise on lohh..kaoz..when last time small small i think still ok.slowly change liao...gettin worse..now..totally worse..fisher..u r in a damn new environment now...can u pls learn how to live with it?omg..if this is the way u wanna treat me..say yes at first than no..than yes...than no again..GO AND DIE lahh..u rather waste ur time in those stuff wwhich will bring u no where and not go out with friends...do u know why last time ur class totally sux big time?coz there are many people JUZ LIKE YOU!bird of the same kind FLOCK together...that'w hy..u and ur class people sux big time...alright people..i am now realli hot in my head liao..whatever come out is juz un expected lahh..coz i dun wanna scold and scream on anyone out there..is not fair lahh..correct?hahahha~make use of the blog..

back to mary..her brain is simply FULL of shit..dunno how to think..what suppose to say and what not suppose to say...alruight...i know i am lik this too..but then..at least i wun saay things that maybe my friends felt worthless...most importantly..what i hate about people are...THEY LIKE TO DISLIKE PEOPLE!juz becoz the person...did something they dun lik..so loook v bitchy(for the girls especially) u muz be damn jealous of her lahhh...of coz guys scold girls bitchy too lahh..but girls fishin horrible lohh..haizz..pooor thing lahhh...

i dun believe in 100% nice person..no one lohh..what i hate the most is those people who is DOUBLE lahh..act goood infront of this and is BAD!juz like the ah lie from the DA CHANG JIN!horrible sia...for one thing i am damn sure of..i will nv be double..i am naughty..I AM!i dun act one lohhh...what one person sees me as...is what everyone sees me as!haizz sad to say lahhh..haiz

about another person here..this guy..muthu..LOL...aiyaa this name juz pop into my head u seee..hahhaa..this is another fisher one lohh...he used to be everyone's MOST HATING ASS!well..being kind enough..i always entertain him lohh..aiyaa...i dun lik to hate people..sooo..i anything one lahh..and kind enough of others..they juz tolerate it and thingsssss started to change for better..but..now..i dun think it is going well..ya ya papaya..LOL..yeaa that's the word to use..for fish..who r u to insult me..when..u r urself..and..so what?i am juz lik u..i didn't say anything right?i lik cannot ah?fish off man..and what's more..u can fishinly insult people..WHY CAN'T I INSULT U!?!?!think about it lahh..u muz giv and tk than balanace mahh..wahahahaa..anywayy..i am not that kind of people who look down on people..i am juz that type which will boast about my achivement...well,not realli hao lian about itlahh..but..juz wanna share my joy lohh..but..somepeople tk it as lookin down on them coz THEY DUN HV IT!well..wendy..i agreee with u this time!coz they dun hv it!

well..i am not hating mary and muthu lahh..juz that..they make me damn piss lahh..wanna scream but dunno should scream to whooo...

anyway steph..this time is real name lahh..steph foong!fnally come back liao ahhh..HUH?!hahaha...Seee ya soonl...wanna seee how u hv become..LOL

alright peeps..this realli gotta be my final entry before i leave home for chalet..although so far i see..out of 42 people..onli 16 or so are stayin over..which is damn pathtic..LOL..but i believe..little peopel will also hv fun too lahh...Seeee ya~

2005-10-24T21:55:00.000+08:00

hahaha..t0day is the end of my 6th month teachin marcus and malcolm..so fast ahh...6 months gone...the money that i earn is lik over 1000 lohh..but dun seeem to see any money in my bank..LOL..haizzz...so fast ahhh?didn't know i can tolerate their rubbish lohh..guess what?they want me back..haizz..i should lahh...was thinkin of findin another tution lahh..but not pri school kids lahh..they are damn naughty lohh..maybe sec school lohh...sec 1 or 2...sec 3 and 4 cannot make it lahh..hehehe...but they are lovely lahh..bring me much happiness too..lol...

bought them mac today...omg..got which tutition so good one?want mac got mac..want ice cream got ice cream?LOL...seeee~~~~hahaha...went there onli 2 of them and their grandma..when the grand ma see me..so damn happy...than she went home..hahhaa..when i reach there..i always burst..they are damn noisy loh!haizzz...

tmr going to chalet liaoooo hopefully is a successful one lahh...@#$%^&$#$%^%$#$%^%%*&^%$#@$%^%$#$%^&^%$#@&^%$#*&%^$*&^%$#@

2005-10-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

PLS dun BOTHER TO READ!I JUZ WANNA VEX MY ANGER OK!

all of sudden..i feel i am lost..suddenly i seems to hv no friends..i dunno who to find..i know alot always say they will be there for me..when i need a talk find them..but..i totally dun feel like talkin and dun feel lik findin anyone..but jux to cover myself inside the blanket and think..what can i do?

i dun feeel much attached to my new environment which is consider old now..i feel detechin from my old friends from yuhua..dun bother to tag my blog and say u will be there for me..i dun care..pri shool friends are kinda bit far away from me..but i wun let them go off juz lik this..i want them to be my friends forever..well,at least i feeel more secure with them when going out..even if going chalet..i feeel great too..not worrryin they wil sabo me..coz i am always the one who did it..hehhee..

sec schoool peeeps..i hv load of helpers around...well,we help each other lahh..haizz..but glad to hv people lik kx..she can do almost everythig lahh..no heer than siao liao lahh..

in poly..SIAO~totally siao...the up comin chalet can make me hv sleepless nite..worryin that many wun turn up...haizz..how i hope i am rich lahh..than i wun hv to worrry about the money problem liaoo..saddly..i am not rich..what to do?haizz..hope they wun sabo us lahh..aiya..i think i am startin to understand my sec school friends lahh..especially those from NP...SP peeps seems to be more united...maybe coz of their orientation lohh..realli lohh..do u think so?our orientation 1/2 yr ago wasn't good lohh..haizzz...a bad start..wonder will hv a good endin or a not?

well,i start off my secondary school life kinda badly tooo..coz i skip the orientation camp..hehhe...coz of the CD recordin lohh...but..i ended off my 4 yrs pretty well what.hahhaa.realli lahhh..i hope to hv fond memories lohh.no use livin in a world of bad memories..i wun denie that my poly friends are a bunch of great people..they can be damn fun lohh..lik the westcoast park..is realli great lah...maybe i am a sucky organiser that's why..well..this is why i say respect is v important loh..haizz...HAIZZz lahh..

forget about it lahh..talk about it make me sad onli..well..i juz wanna release some sttress and thought lahh..coz i dunno find who to talk lahh..haizz si bei sian..if onli i hv onli one friend..than maybe i will find that onli one...but i hv so many who say i can find them when i got problem..aiyaa duno who to find lahhh.HAIZ

------------------today--------------------------------

well well..todayyy...woke up..than mother say she wanna go down find yi bu..aiya my aunty lahh..than ask me to stay at home first incase she come home...so i sat at the livin room..half slp..so tired lohh..YAWN~than went to bath than went yh to meet my pals..went in so damn hungry..ate chicken chop..hehehe..than went to find teacherS..hehhee..ms ong and ms cheong..hmm..than went out..hungry again..eat ban mian..heheh..than went leonard out to chill a bit..than went tutiion...

Wahh today tutiton DAMN hppenin ah..was so angry sia..went...no one wanna tuition..both wanna watch cartoon..lucky mann the mother at home..wahh i realli love the monther sia..heheh..can't live with out her...hehe..but when i discover marcus didn't do his work.i punish him to do his work..maths lah..than he started to mad and cry..fuck sia..piss me off so damn badly..i said alot of thing..but he also dun wana do..than that fuckin false alarm..ringing non stop at the car park.irritating sia..than..i was so damn angry..i say this gotta be my last month...finally the mum came back..than he scare..hurry up do..but didn't wanna sit properly..so i say i ask him if he wanna me to invite his mother to ask him to sit properly..he ignored me..so the mum came in and i ask the mum to ask him sit properly..hahha..kinda cunnin ..but i hv no choice..than he started to KB the mother..OMG~ i was Ahhhh..than malcolom was addin salt into wound sia..than i ask him shut up..Opss.hahaa..aiyaa than..i ended up talkin to him nicely...tellin him and askin him whats the prob...tried to counsell him lahh..haizz..after all he is a nice boy..juz that he is lazy..than taught him how to divide time nicely...heheehe..before i left..he asked me if i am realli leavin after the 8th lessson..i told him..him shall decide..if he wanna me to stay..i will..and he hv to tell me personally..if he dun say anythin..i will leave..

o well..thought of takin in more tution..more money mahhh...hope no english..hehehe~~

2005-10-20T00:00:00.000+08:00

here i am!lbloggin..went sakae todayy..long time didn't go liao lahh..return tingwei the treat i own him..yeaa..was ok lahh..but now i v tired..and...my stomach v big lohh...ehhee..yeaa after the meal..went to meet mel @ suntec while the rest headed to herreeenn..saw clean there to..hahaa..gatherin ahh..mel was askin..cater ah?cater ah?cater ah?lol..dunno lehh..stupid melvin isn't home lahh..call him dunno how to call bacckk..soo here i am ..dunno what to do liao lahh.haizz..sooo after that i went raffee city to find shuyu and wet..got a hard time searchin for the shop..lol..went in..stay for quite long loh...chatted..is the first time after the holiday lohh..than left met the rest..than home...Weeee.

anyway got the t shirt liaoo hahha thanx kx ahh for the effort...sure dy will lik it alot..hehhee..hmmm wore it juz now..lol..Ahh~growin fatter liaooo...hao si liao lahh..hahhaaha..

haizz sian lahh..juz now when reach home..got one friend sms me..told me about some stuff..aiyaa so sad to know about it lohh..haizz..hopefully it will turn out will lahh..amigos para sempre..which means friends for lifeee..realli lookin forward to the 4e6 class chalet end of the yr..although is at so far far away..butt..hope is successful lah..

now the G chalet..head ache sia..hmm hope will be successful also lah..hope no one back out..coz we realli realli...calaculate nice nice liaoo..if hv extra money also headache..less money also headach..sooo hope no one sabo lohh..ggreatly appreicted...plsss..ahhh,this gotta realli be my last time lahh....tired..going gym tmr..

2005-10-16T10:46:00.000+08:00

haiz..firstly i hv to apologise to my dear friends that i didn't inform u guys a bout me intendin to withraw from the concert...for my dear friends u guys will understand what i mean..the others..dun ask so much!hehehe..

i hv my reason for this sudden decision of withdrawin..i didn't tell u guys coz i dun feel lik..srrry if i hv broke my promise..aiyaaa..some stuff hv to break means hv to break one..i didn't realli wanna leave but due to some poblem which i hv the responiblilty i hv to lahh...to leave and work...aiyaa u guys know lah..work for what?money lohhh...so is money problem~it dun juz concern me..but also my parents..so i need to do it lahh..coz if juz me..aiya no money no money lohh..die die lohh...eat lesser lohh.hahhaa..ya..lik this lah...aiya dunno how to say lahh..i also dun wish to talk much about it...had been kinda troubled with this for weeks liaooo..now feeel better liaooo..thanx to my pri school band juniors,they so cute and funny..cheered me up alot..of coz to the 3 of the elderly too..
(opss)the 2 days in pri school is juz fun and great....maybee i will try to prepare for my sem and keeep fit first than i will realli find a job..if not later cannot cope will be much more worser...when everything goes back to be lik the past..i will be back with u guys.i will be there watchin u guys..giv the best shot..thanx for the understanding...

2005-10-14T18:23:00.000+08:00

went back to pri school again this morning..lol..woke up so damn early lohh..ahhaa 8 am..usual bath ..drink some stuff than went to econ to buy newspaper..on the bus read thru to look for job..shit sia..but there is no factory suitable for us..bored..

went into the band room..ahhh..those recruits are kinda interesting..SO CUTE~hahaha..got one look so lik shuchuan..wahahhaa..so cute sia..ahhaa.so small size also..hahaha..tried to help out a bit lahh..than i decided to try playin clarinet..wa lau ehh so damn difficult lohh..hahhaa..mouth so big.yet the mouth piece so small..lol~after the recruits practise..ahaha slack a while and mrs goh decided to treat us pizza...us as in mr aw..jasen and me.hahha..juz becoz i helped her do the do-re-mi thing..lol..hahah actually...i think..that's what i should do lohh..alot of people after going sec school will disapear alreadyy..than some grad from sec school..they will onli remember to go back help their sec school..and cleanly forgotten about their primary school..the place where they learn their basic from..without the basic,they wun hv been what they are now..that's something i am sure of..utterly disappointed..lol.but..dun worrry~i will always be there for my pri school when they need me!hahaha..I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU,THIS 5 WORDS I SWEAR TO U!WHEN U BREATH I WANNA BE THE AIR FOR U!I'LL BE THERE FOR U!pepsband rocks!hahhaa..so...since they are being normal by going back sec school to help..i will be super adnormal!hahha..i will go back pri school to help more..compare to going back sec school..coz..there are always many helpers in secondary school..

what's more..i enjoy myself alot in pri school lohh..during band..they are damn noisy..but bubbly lohh..hahha..dare to make jokes infront of the conductor..loll..so enjoyable lohh..hahha..i damn agree with mrs goh...pri school dun neeed to be TOO discipline lahh...as long they hv self control enough lohhh..pri school band memories will be great memories for me...

yea backk.while jasen and mrs goh was bring pull to some sale thing...me and mr aw went somewhere else to wait...while waiting..he told me load of stuff about his band life..damn interesting lohh...lol..ahhh dun worrry.i am not intendin to step into the music world..lol..i juz wanna help my darlin pri school band...simply coz they rocks~hahaha..than went westmall.haha..went into the carpark tooo..hahaa..onli then they realise the pizza hut is outside..lol..than i was kenna 'scolded' coz beside the hut's carpark is FREEE!hahaha..than..hahhaa..thought of havin swensen ...sakae...lol...finally ramen..but sad..ramen isn't open yet..hahha..tooo early lahh..11 plus onli..hahhaa..soooo piza hut lahh...

they took some times to choose what to eat..chatted alot..hahaha..is always fun..lol..peple areound me are always damn funny lohh..interesting tooo..i wonder why..hmmmm maybe out of 100 people..90 of them are fun and interesting..WEeeee~eat until so damn full lohh...*berrrmmm*then went back peps..Weeee~hhaha..if i hv moneyy,the next meal will be on me..hhahaha..realli..i mean it..

chit chat as usual..hahhaa..the kids are bubblin around the rooom..lol..think back..we hv our own band rooom..but now...hv to share with CO...so damn sianz sia..lol..hvin a room of our own is an aknowlegement lohh..hahhaa..but alright lahh..Weeeeee~remember the no air con band rooom...lol..Weeee~than soon band started..lol..found ciaos a v cute boy..lol..so loevly..hahaha...potential tooo..Weeee~saxophone rocks~haizz they going for their exam break liao...means my thur and fri will be free lohh..hahaha..haiz.boring..lol..no work also.i am ging mad if it goes on..lol..no money no life..no life DIE!

pepsband RULLEZZZZ~~~Weeeeee~

2005-10-14T00:34:00.000+08:00

is been ages since i spent my time so meaningfully..woke up so damn early in the morning at 8am..took a bath and went peps with out takin breakfast...went there..saw those recruit..hahhaa..so cute sia..hahha..p1 p2 onli..hahaha...they dun look like p1 or p2 loh..hahhaa..they look kinda mature..especially those p1 ..hhaha..hmm..

get to know mr aw actually tk repairing instruments as a job...business..lol..interesting right?hehehe..if onli i know how to repair instruments tooo..hehhes..sad..i dun..hahaha..after those recruits left...mr aw left got another school and left onli mrs goh..and mr how aka jasen..well..juz call him jasen lah.hahhaa..get to see him when i am p6..he was from nan hua sec..then he came to help peps for the top 5 band com...yea..during camp..under the star..jia hao told me he is comin to peps to teacher perc.yeah there he is..LOL!

the 3 of us..stayed in the room..did the do re mi thing..haha..i was actually hopin the p6es could help me.but guess what?they hv groomin lesson.no one told me about it..LOL..yeaa so..i cut the cupboard..lol..but before that was mrs goh doing that lahh..haha..had a hard time cuttin it..than after that went for lunch in school..haha..ate chicken rice..goshh i felt so bad..i brought from the malay store..they are fastin and i was like..buying foood from them...haizz..well..after that went back room..guess what?mrs goh left her wallet in the canteen..lucky one student picked up and gave it a teacher..hahha..wahh lucky..

sooo i go on cuttin the board loh..than paste the bright colour paper on it..the base actually....than by the time i paste finish..the kids are there~Weeeee..hahhaa..we were thinkin how should be paste our letters..hahhaa..by then afternooon..my brain alreadyy half sleeep liao...wa lau ehh si bei tired loh..slept at about 2 plus the nite before..haha..so mrs goh and jasen came out with the suggestion to use a black constrution paper lahh.hehehe..nice lahh..haha..than we got the kids to help to cut and paste..hahah..they cute lahh..the kids realli damn cute lohh..Weee~yeaaa we finished in juz ONE DAY!hahaha..weeeeee.hahhaa..than about time for the band to start lohh..hehah..

wahh no sectional..lol..the p6es first prac after so long.hahaha..eugene look so damn different lohh..hahaha..grow up liaoo not like last time cute cute one..hahaha..hmm heard some of them went for direct amission to those SAP schoool using band lehh..so luckyy..hahhaa..so happpy..finally...my section instrument all settle..hehhee..all using good condition instrument..hahaha..i was so dumb..i knock my mouth with the mouth piece..ahaha..but i can't show that i am pain coz i was actually scoldin 2 kids then.hahha..stupid..argue coz of instrument..bla bla bla..guess what?they are fightin over my ex instrument..hahhaa..hehehe..Weeee~after band chill out and chit chat with them..

realli lahh..a v enjoyable dayy..make myself useful todayy.Weeee~first time in the holidayy..anyway..timetable out..hahhaa..i guess i will be able to slp late and wake up abit later lahh.hahaha..but..i dun reali like it lehh..siannn..hahhaa..most of the lectures are in the mornin and tutorials in the afternooon..alot of differents compare to the G2..hhahaa..sianzzzz morning also seldom meet..guess we might drift apart lohh..hopefully nope lahh..ahhaa..Weeee~

chalet's comin~~~ha~time for sleeep lahh..hv to wake up early tmr also..yawn..

2005-10-13T02:01:00.000+08:00

after a nite i finally finish my drawin liao..hahaha..so tired..

2005-10-13T01:59:00.003+08:00

Doe, a deer, a female deer

2005-10-13T01:59:00.002+08:00

Ray, a drop of golden sun

2005-10-13T01:59:00.001+08:00

Me, a name I call myself

2005-10-13T01:59:00.000+08:00

Far, a long, long way to run

2005-10-13T01:58:00.002+08:00

Sew, a needle pulling thread

2005-10-13T01:58:00.001+08:00

La, a note to follow Sew

2005-10-13T01:58:00.000+08:00

Tea, a drink with jam and bread

2005-10-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

wahhh this 2 days are juz great days..lol...kept myself busyy..Weeee~

went to find devin yesterday for lunch..ages since we meet him...we were wondering if he had grow fatter?lol...when we saw him..hahhaa..he slim down A LITTLE..lol..hahaa..than he saw me and say..i grew fatter..goshh what a complement ha?hahaha..his look..his height..his way of talkin..his jokes s damn similar to mr aw lohh..gosh..hahaha..so alike lohh..kaozz..hahhaa..devin is greeatt lah!hhaha..Weee~after that went for poool...aiyaa non peak v cheap one..one person $1 onli..ehehehe...

todayy..went tution...way to CCK after tuition on 307...saw one person so damn look like jia hao..got a damn shock out of my life..than take a look again..aiya no lahh..so short and a bit not skinny..lol..than went leonard house..Weee~played mahjong..v fun lohh..Weee~had KFC today again...shit sia..i dun hv much money left liao...poor thing lohh..haizz..siann woke up early in the morning than kenna scolded by my mum..coz..NO MONEY..money money money..in life..u need oxygen..water...foood..and most importantly money..even no friends also nvm...fuck right?shit lahh i realli need to find a factory job ...nite shift...wahahha~

i hope my days wun be spent at home doing nothing.hopfully i will find a job..or hv funS without spendin much money out side..Yawn~

2005-10-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

aahhaa yawnnn borin lahhh~

came back from dinner with my bros and soon to be dot dot dot..hehehe..hv KFC lahh..lol..i miss it alot mann..hehhehe..Weee~kfC rockS~alrighttt...this wasn't what i wann say in my entry today lahhh..hahha...

before dinner..i went peps...band mahh...hehehe..as usual...wore the band t shirt lahh...fuck sia...those kids call me kopi shop aunty..WTF right?hhahaha..yeahh hahaha..entry and saw mrs goh..lol and she wave to me..hahha..muz be v happpy to see me..than saw jasen and mr goh..lol...haha...mr aw was like lahh..dotz~hahhaa..well..always feeel greAt beeeing back in pri schoool...although those kids were irritating..but lovely lahh..lol..

i see mrs goh they all so pooor thing hv to tk so many sections..so i decided to offer help to tk those rascals..btw is my section lahh..lol...my section always v naughty one lohh...but be the saxophone gene mann...from my batch onwards..all so damn naughty lahh..kaoz..hahaha..but lovely tooo..hahaha..they were actually trying to be funny with me...so i acted angry..WAHAHHA..they were still smiling..so i go on givin those angry face..than they scare..WAHAHHAHA~so happpy..Weeee~lol...hahaha...well..dy said that...coz they feeel close with me..that's why they dare to like that..hahhaa..ok..i agree with it..Weeee~yeaah~aiyooo some are juz so damn irritating..JUZ LIKE ME!hahhaa..i wonder how my friends tolerate me sia..hahhaha.

remember back then..hahah i was such an asss lohh..the most naughty period is when i am p5 lahh..i was almost sack from band..but...at the end i still stay..hehhee..Wee~lol...so werid ah?hahha..if i left..i think i wun hv so much great memories lohh..hahhaa..thankful to mrs goh and mr aw for tolerating my rubbish lah..heehe..Weeee~

yea yea..backk ..hahhaa..almost vomited bloood when after the sectional.hahhaa...o ya..before sectional saw mdm cheng..hahahhaa..miss her mann~lol..she is fun and niceee.hhhaa...well well..yeahh so during their combine..i toook out 1 saxophone which no one use..and decided to find what's the prob...yeahh found it and done it..lol..tried playing..cann..but...i hv a much stronger air support than those kids..meanin i can play doesn't mean they can..they so small size..so cutee~~~~hahhaa..alright..but then later i passed to mr aw..he pin pointed out some placeee..ahhh...seee the instrument stil consider not reppaired...well..a lesson learnt todayy ..so important..precision..

hahaha..miss my pri school band days lahh..aiyoo so fun..lol..rather guity for being an asss..lol~yeahhh ...Weee~~

2005-10-06T06:45:00.000+08:00

ahh result is out..i guess i am the most kiasu one lahh...6am check result alreadyy...LOL~well i am juz worried to the extend i couldn't slp ok...hahaha..well...my result ahh...not v good lah actually...if i go on gettin this kind of result..i wun get into bioengineering in local U one lohh..maybe juz being accepted in maybe EEE?lol..whatever lahh...well at least i am being promoted lahh..didn't hv to repeat any module..ahahaha..yeah~it some how come out to be what i hv actually expected lahh..but not my target..LOL~what an asss right?LOL~alright alright...yawn so tired...wanna ZZZ liaooo..ta ta~

2005-10-04T17:58:00.000+08:00

ah..well..i am back from the chalet...hmmm a fun chalet lahh...o well..which chalet aren't fun?lol~yeaa tooo lazy to type out the whole thing lahh..

i am glad that this chalet is on..lol..i didn't sleeep lahh..lol..so tired but real fun...appreciate those goood friends that tried to make it..lol..nno doubt is fun lahh..lol...3D2N juz flew mann..hahaha..aiya dunno what to say lahh..loook forward to another one maybe next sem holiday..but..before that...aloha changi~

2005-09-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

AHHHH~ i am going mad!holiday liaooo..so sianz sia..SIAN AHHHH!no money to go poke ball like themm..hahhaa..AHHHHHHHH i am going maDD!

welll welll..i thought oct my holiday wil become more colourfull...but sad la..jy and mil workin liao..the other 2 confirm got thing for their own one..than steph going overseas..than those got gf...KL rich can play until she happy..wendy study..carmen waitress. my 6 sisters working..OMG~ i am BORED lahhh...HELP?!??!??!going mad liaoo

v soon da chang jin will be over la..YAWN~WENDY GET ME A JOB!

2005-09-25T18:58:00.000+08:00

since grace ask me to updATE..hahah..i will!kinda lazy alsooo lol~let's me say about on interesting thing that happened yesterdayy..

went for tuition as usual yesterday morning..15mins till the end of tution..i heard 'ling ling ling' hahhaa..the 3 of us got so happy!Weee~got ice cream..so..i decided to end tuition 5 mins ealier..we went down.hmmm didnt see the trank...nor hear the bell..so we walked around and..we heard it again!hahaha...we walked towards the direction..guess what?we saw a monk holding on to the bell and is ringing it...ORHH~we were all disappointed...lol~but..i decided to treat them some tibits at the vending machine..lol...was so funny la~hahaa.

this coming week will be another broing week lahh..no money...nothing much i can do la.but..i think..hahhaa..i have jewl in the palace to accompany me la..a v nice korean drama..omg..i realli love it..so nice and touching..hmm especially when the girl is small..she is damn cute lah~but...got 70 espi..dunno muz waatch how long...yea~

2005-09-21T10:40:00.000+08:00

haizz..so sianzz kenna force to wake up early..juz coz i hv fever and my mum wanna me to go joggin..to remove heat..run awhile than cannot tahan..walk liaoo.LOL~hhahaa

let's talk about my days again..

monday..a damn eventful day lah!went westcoast park with my poly friends..hahaha.i didn't regret going..is fun!lol..-fastforward- yeahh talked about the chalet thing..yawnn!make sure success loh!!if not....WAHHAAHAH~sianzz

tuesday slack the whole day...than tution..than home slack again..

today dun hv to say much...slack again...btw is shujun's bd..lol..was suppose to go out with her lahh..but..my mum dun let me go out today lahh..so...yawn~

2005-09-19T10:55:00.000+08:00

ha!nowadays..things dun go my way anymore..haizz..yesterday playing online pool..for FUCK..i almost win ALL the games..but i ended up losing becoz either i score both the black and white ball..or i score the wrong pocket..god man~what's this!

another thing...the weather..juz when i hope it will be sunny day..it rain!it juz rain..gosh lahhh...thought can play bball..ended up at home...here!typing my entry..

let's talk about my days..

satursday.
woke up early. went back yuhua..hahaha..they are having games..orhh so nice..LOL~they are moltivating the spirit..LOL~moral i meann..hahaha..so me and wendy sat there eat out curry puff and drink our tea..hahaha..than went over to li siao them..whahaha..so fun...hope they hv fun too..than instrument cleaning..i am getting more and more interested to know how to repair instrument..hahaha..able to see a spoilt instrument become a better condition one...omg..i will be more than happy than anything else..whahaha.i will nv forget the feel!hahaaha.so i sat there help to wipe wipe the instrument..and talked to CL and KW..lol..yeahh..hahaha..CL said something..than i go WTF?!?lol...alright...aahhaa..than left with KL to je...

haiz..reached je and as a kind hearted person *puke* i deicde to help a guy do the survey..than i regreted actually than he go talk and talk..talk talk talk..yawn..i could feel wendy's leg kickin me..wtf man~hahaha..okok..than lucky KL came in time..lol...we left for KFC again...3rd time in a week..amazing?lol..sat there eat my chicken BREAST!but i think chest sounds nicer lohh..fuck i dunno why they like to laugh @ me...especially when i am saying it..haizz..realli lahh..sounds...WERID..dun ya think so...i remember that time when i eat with mel they all..she didn't even dare to order..hahaha so funny~yeaa sosososooso...sat there seee KL collect money for e8 chalet..wahh so goood..haizz my 2e4 also dunno go where..always wanna depend on me to organise outing..ehh if that's the way.forget it man..i am v lazy!

so sat there talk and crap as like usual..everytime with yuhua people...we will crap and talk..aiya...especially the dragon batch.HA~so funny..Weeee~hmm than they left for bugis and i went home..thanx man~wrong info once again..when i reach home..noone @ home..so i called my mum..she say she @ my grandma house..will be back later..backet..if i know..i wouldn't hv come home so early..hahaa.slack @ home playing yahoo pool..coz maple totally sux then..hahhaa..than watch tv until 630 than left home with mum..took bus...than on the way up the slope..my bro in the taxi shouted "hey come in" ha.i love it..but my mum goes again..aiyoo waste money again...on and on..yawn..hahhaa..who giv a damnmy bro is the one paying!hahaha..reach there..god..onli a few people onli..so watch tv again until 8..than they started driving people out to sit...i insisted..NO!!!NO!!!..bo bian..ha~hv to go..

sat with my those cousin as usual...harr..guess what?they are all mapler also...one of my cousin is a teacher..and she is playing maple..i was damn shock!level 40plus.my cousins they are juz...WHooo steady sia...they are so funny...lol...my that teacher cousin looked my kelly..but..she said somethin ever more..shocking..student say she look lik ou xuan..for that moment...his brother almost throw out those stuff in his mouth..lol..ahh juz too funny...gosh...everyone says i am getttin fatter..fatter and FATTER~SHIT!haizzz..bored...

sunday..went KL's house to celebrate lantan fest..yawn.yuppp~

2005-09-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

ha~yesterday and today are the best days of the week man!lol..realli...

thursday...
woke up kinda early..went to yuhua..met up with kailyn and took bus there..ehh than met milton while buying flowers...so waitin for v long..yawn..than went into the pe room to find father justin and grandfather mario...lol..omg..justin has become more and more funny..lol..he is realli someone who dun look like and dun behave like a teacher...but..guess what?we juz love him..i will nv forget those days with him lah..chat about mother..haizz sadded..than dy and jy came...so visit other teachers..

saw ms ong..ms cheong..mdm yap..ms ang..ms parvathy..aiya all the teachers lahh..hahhaa..chat abit with them tooo..lol..hmm kinda fun in school loh..i feeeling is juz something i missed..the not so big school...but i juz love it..the smell and atmosphere...i juz simply love it lahh..realli~terrence came and that's when the havoc start...haha..he is funny lahh..LOL..I LOVE YUHUA~than i left yuhua to peps..

HA~juz step inside than saw brother aw..lol..walk with him to AVA room...open the doors..haha..chat abit about my life in poly..even he think going poly is better..so i see no reason in not going poly lahh..ahhaa..than those kids came to the room for sectional...went to another room and saw mrs goh..lol..hmm i am kinda happy to see them lahh..miss them loaded..hahha..than mrs goh asked my to tk my section..HA~that's when the fun started!

mrs goh asked me to tk a tenor for chao to plaayy..to i took one..basket..no reed.so let him use those old one..OPS~hahhaa..well he can play lahh..heard from jh he is a good recruit..hmm the more i am determine to train him..LOL~went to 2rd...asked them okay..they say cannot play high note coz instrument spoilt..i was ok..than i passed chao's alto to the chinese gal(sorry lahh dun remember the name)than i asked her to play..she dun want..coz got chao's silva..so i say already change mouth piece what the fish she want..omg..i wonder if i was so childish last time lohh..got so pissed..than went to 1st..they again tell me instrument prob..o gosh man~i was totally heartbroken..none of the instrument is perfect..and i realli mean it loh..NONE!ARHHH...

after section went back for combine..took out my ex saxophone..hmmm my darling~~hehehe...i play..EHH can play!!!juz that low C# cannot play..whahaha so happy..miss my sax alot alot!back those day my sax is the MOST clean and shining one..coz..i always polish..hehhee~juz simpley love it lahh..remember before the jap trip jh step on it..and....sobx sobx..need to repair..change those side keyS..lol..*heartbroken* wahhaha...love it sia..after the band..stay back a while..i went to the cupboard and see those photo took in australia...hahhaha~~my hair last time SOSOSO short sia!lloll..than mrs goh and mr aw started saying about those days overseas..haha..mr aw's morning call in australia...spegatitte in japan...juz tons and tons of great meorise lahh..i love it man~hahha...

heheh mr aw promised me he will teach me how to repair instrument..since all the instrument like shit..we can hv practical lesson!hhehehe..guess i will be back v often..arrr still need to help them do the do re mi thing..lol...

than left peps..went je to meet up with the yuhua peeps..went imm to eat kfc..dumb right?lol..kfc again..coz got coupon mah!hahaha..hv funS..lol..than slack around in IMM than went giant..lol..i realli can't stand wendy..she is SO damn itchy handed...hahah~kl and terr was busy with their e8 bbq stuff..lol...hmmm...than after that whn we are about to go home..tingwei called and say wanna meet us..so we met him in je..sat down and talked..lol...miss those days lah!hahhaa..than home lohh...so sleeepy sia..than PANG sleep..

Friday
a real BAD day..bad things keep happening....haizz..well..started off.went for tution in the morning..hmm.than zw sms me to book chalet..than i ask dy to book.guess what?is fully book..we are bookin chalet for 16th DEC and now is already fully book in aloha loyang...not a single one is available..1st bad thing!

than after tution my kids ask me play badminton..so i say ok..but sadded..wind too big cannot play lahh..this is the 2rd bad thing..

so they say play basketball loh..than small one wanna rollerblade..i am fine with it..than jurvis,there cousin came down and the maid is bring him to limbang for lunch..malcolm wana follow but marcus say cnnnot coz without mother's permission..sometimes i feel..althought marcus is naughty..but he is v sensible..he know what's right and wrong..example was during tution his fren came and sell malcome beetle cards..4 for 7bucks..than marcus went out to scold him..whahaha..ended up 5 for 7bucks..lol..i mean..he might be v lazy..but..he is v sensisble..he can hate his brother alot..but..dote on him too..ha~so so so ...malcolm dun listen and so marcus hit him..than guess what?he roll roll roll infront of me..thn cry..than he roll roll roll..i thought he going home..but HE DIDNT!than we hv to go around the neighbourhood to find him..so worried him will follow jurvis..but at the end maid saw him @ the basketball court there..hv hard time findin and catching him..haizz..than carred him to the basketball court..ask him go home dun want..ended up the maid came down and hv to forice marcus to call the mum..that's it man!force him home..arhh bad thing no. 2!

went to waited for bus...FULL!bad thing no. 3!

wlk to CCK mrt..than accidentally step into a paddle of water...bad thing no. 4!

went home..SHIT~masterbed room lock!bad thing no. 5!than called mum and dad..ahhh..than finally dad came home and i bath and left home to find my bro...went JP..took bus 179..thn find it werid lehh..why so diff one..lol...arhh i board the wrong bus..than ended up need to walk from hall resi 8 to 11..ahhh!bad thing no. 5!

found my brother!took the camera and left...but before that kinda scolded..haha~nvmm..lol...than left to meet the rest @ jp breadtalk..

reach and walk about to find jy's present..headache sia lohh..than finalise with buying a tkd figure for him..lol..i know he will like it ALOT!hahhaa..than bought a cake..WAHHh than zw and dy started to hv this VERY bad idea..lol..meet steph and val @ chinese garden and walked to jy's house there...buy a SMALL cake..lol..u know what's that for right..dun need to explain so much one..hahhaa..hmmm than..wahh so nervous sia..lol..

the plan go...zw will meet jy for guitar downstair..but we will be at level 6 where the lift door will open..when zw meet jy..he called me..and..he say he wanna use the toilet..so wanna follow jy home...so..zw ended the call with either haha or bye..haha means lift A and bye means lftB..so he say HAHA..so we all crowded at lift A..then..da sao will be at the 7th level holding the small cake..nonnono..is shit actually..lol..she simply expert in saboing..lol..than when the lift open..jy saw us and he was shock and happy tooo..whahaa..pull him out of the lift and sang him bd song..lol..than after that..we asked him to hands out to tk his present..da sao came...hahha..she is kinda short lah..so the small cake ended up on jy's head instead of his face..lol..hmm so went down to the play ground there to eat cake and took photo..wEeee~so fun..lol...

haizz..after so long..there is still those noisy about me and *him.haiz those who know who is *him..u know lahh..me and *him are juz good buddy lah..nothin btw us lah...not now..and confirm not future!some stuff..will confirm wun happen one..that's something u guy hv to get into ur mind..realli lahh.after so long liao..kaoz..MONTHS lehh..wa lau ehh..aiyoo..hahaha..i am a very clear mind..i know what i am doing and what i am thinkin..dun come to me and tel me i like *him...i can thinnk lahh dude!hahaha..so..ha...alrght..aLL friends forever lahh aiyoo..think too much is no goood!i here in my blog swear man!wahahahhaa...

tml still got some dinner ahhh...

2005-09-13T05:54:00.000+08:00

today marks the end of my 1 sem in bme..if nothing bad gotta happen..i should be going to the 1.2 of bme next sem..i dun think i will be repeating..if i need to repeat..i will quit school...

PS paper was totally shit..alright all the papers are shit to me lah actually..i should hv listen to nic...gosh man..whatever thing he say about come out..but...guess what?some how it did help me lohh..most disppointing is i thought that the ion channel thing wouldn't come out coz it had been out during CT..guess what?i didn't memories it..and i got it wrong..totally..lucky is onli 5 marks.if is lik CT 10 marks..i am gone for suree..question for 12 marks..i juz write one sentence for each question asked.lol..what an ass right?hahaha..guess wun be doing well..but i realli hope overall i will get a B for PS..not cozz is my standard but coz i need a B to entry Uni..what for study and get a diploma and stop study?going out to the sociaty to work..u will be CRUSH down FLAT...might be doing a same job as a degee holder..but guess what?the pay is so much different..if realli *touch wood* i can't get into uni..i think hopeless lah..haiz..

after CT..i was suppose to go town or whatever place with bme peeps..but last min i juz decided not to go..coz..it isn't what i thought it is..to go with this gp or that gp?so i juz forget it and meet up with jy and dy...later zw join us..played pool for a while..today super off form..than hv dinner @ kfc..Wooo my favourite!hahaha..is always much more enjable to hang out with sec school peeps..they always giv me the feel that i want..security...that's the feeeling that wll get after knowing each other for long..i also hv this great feeling when i am with my pri school friends..always got endless topics to talk about..is juz cool..

as for to my poly friends..no offends..time is the factor...hopefully the class chalet will be sucessful..now...i hv a 4e6 class chalet on my shoulder now..a small chalet on my shoulder..is heavy...haizz..

back in school days..what i love about e6 is becoz..we always play together..laugh together..most important is that..they dun dislike people...they are all great people with great personality..i touch my heart and i shout it out loud.."They Are Great Peeps"...they are so far the best class i hv been to..great people...with loves..they can do things for friend juz so willingly..i am glad to hv them..i was kinda super impress with some..KX..she has a class chalet urself..but on the 2rd day of her class chalet..we hv meeting @ je..guess what?she rush all the way down juz to meet us...for that 2-3 hrs of meeting..what do u call this?think about it..another one..zw..knowing that this time the class chalet will be damn ex..he save and fork out over 100 of dollars..hopin to reduce the other's ..sooo what is this again?why are they such nice people in this world?to the extard..they are simply great!there are still alot alot alot moree..i lazy to write it ALL out..

i realli miss those days..the outing chalet and everything..now we are all on separate path..i hope we will always meet up often..well..if u hv the heart to do so...no matter how busy it is..u will hv time..is juz the matter u wanna sacrifics some of ur time..think about thiS!

wasn't in very good mood..SORRY WENDY!pls dun bother me when i say i am in bad mood..u onli get urself suffer..u hv juz accidentally step on my XTRA XTRA LONG tail juz now...but..forget it..

so sleeepy and tired that i decided to sleeep..and woke up all of sudden after a super werid dream..-in the maple game..there is a person nick is osteyclast..aiya forget the speeeling lahh..PS has actually drive me mad...SIaNZ~

whooo than so woke up and sign into msn..than kx and xy told me something..my darling julye got into hosipital coz of dangue fever...OOo poor thing my darling mei mei~gotta visit her soon...i dun careee..i MUST visit her..I MUST!Waahaahhaa..had conference with some of them...haha..my old pri school fren jason!lol..load of fun back then in pri school days..harrr..so happy~Weeeeee~

need to sleep liao..is 6.18am in the morning..

signin off
in a v bad mood
utterly disappointed with some stuff
my entry might be kinda sarcastic
wanna say I LOVE U my darling 4e6!

2005-09-10T22:00:00.000+08:00

o ya..yesterday..walked the back door than went to the near by temple to visit my grand father..great grand parents..hahha..they are there.coz they are no longer with me..they are dead *sobx sobx* so nice arhh all of them at the same temple..like gathering lohh..haha...HAHAH~

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------as for today~eltech..finally sia..haha..so happy after this sem no more eltech..but as what i heard..will be somethiing more wordy than numberly..ahhaaalright...came home today ..omg so happy on laptop and play maple..wahahha level 14 liaoo..Weee~than i slept the whole afternoon until 430 than i woke up for zhen qing..LOL..than dinner than the show about nursing one..SO INTERESTING~ya...monday PS~dun play to study todayy tml lah!later at nite i wanna chong maple with nic and shujun and sisi!kWeeee!

2005-09-09T12:57:00.000+08:00

har!EG1 todayy..wtf!on the bus already stomach pain liao...than alight..opss i was late..but..omg..pain sia..than went inside exam hall also still pain..but i dun giv a damn..wa lau ehh than realli cannot tahan..went to the toilet..hmmm..toilet v clean..wahahaha..than went back to seat after my BIG business..by then...i am feeling damn weak..so pooor thing.lol...couldn't concentrate well..trying my best to concentrate.i did the sums repeatedly..

than all of sudden..pain again..than went to toilet..before that still need to fill a form..than got one woman followed me...make me so pai seh..dun dare to shit..scare will stink her away..so.. ended up nothing come out..i scare later she faint in the toilet people thought i stab her..lol..alright i am crappin..lol..went back to finish up the stuff..

okok!!!last answer is 1 ok..eough?HAPPY?basket..when i come out..grace tell me is 1...than go to shujun..she also say is 1..ha..i feel alright..than after than walkin towards atrium...also got people talking about it..saying the answer is confirm 1...haizz....so i think of buying some sneak to reward myself..coz i got that answer wrong..LOL~jokin lahh...coz i feel empty inside..i mean my stomach lah..lloll..than walked the back door..thanx lohh..people smokin there also say is 1..i juz dun get it why is it one!!!what i got for the end product is log1 that's why =0!lol..sadded sia..sobx sobx..juz hope wun fall below 80 lahh..die die also muz get an A for maths..if not i 1 yr dun go back see ms ong...*angry*

tml is eltech..heard the paper difficult..WTH!better do well for it also..lol..if not no face to see ms ang..than for PS..if i dun do well..also no face to see ms cheong..lol..if over all i do like shit.i will leave my house..no face to see my parents..HAHHHAAH!joki jokin..hmm dunno why..today so crappin..LOL~

today is such an unlucky day..i was trip and fell juz when i am going to stab eg1!2down2 more to go.

feeling happy..
not unhappy about my maths..
good mood!

2005-09-06T23:45:00.000+08:00
all of sudden..from level 100 of high spirit coz i juz DL maple and i was happily playing..but..i find it kinda damn..i was like pressin my key so harrd and i scaredd so i stop playing came back to the msn..surprise no one talk to me..than suddenly people come and talk to me..some one addressed me ONG..

totally drop all the way down to basement..when i know about it..hopefully what ever i was told is WRONG!but..i do appreaciate u for telling me this...thanx load..

all of sudden.i miss emily tan..been ages sonce i saw her and talk to her..the last time i sms her was on teacher's day..she replied me and say is v encouraging..lol..i will nv forget her..no matter in whatever wayy..

back in sec 3..she was the form teacher of my class..3e6 then..i was the class monitress..thanx to my class mate..*argghhh* than i became kinda close to her tooo.before that i know her as a band teacher in charge and a nice teacher..many students of her told me she is nice..yupppi was lookin forward to be under her..suree...days are great man!with such a great sporty teacher..we turn out to be a sporty class tooo...reemmeber coz of a damn chem CT than i quarrel with her and ms cheong..but..i onli care more about mrs tan...a quarrel can get me into sleepless nite.WTF right.alright..so i wrote a letter to her and apologise..and guess what?in return..a bet..which i had actually fufilled HALF of it..lol..where's another half?LOL i dunno...

remember once..she read out my compo..alright..people who know me well know that my compo sux big time..hahhaa..actually is my english sux big time lahh..i wrote some agruementative...about computer..than one of the sentence is "computer very very big" lol she say is singlishh..what the hell is very very?i remember i read news paper got 2 very very lohh..but she say cannot..LOL alright fine..

v sooon..she went to deliver to a son..lol.thanx to the son...realli thanx man..ARghh!!our bet was spread thru out the school..in the stuffroom everyone know..band also..shit man!but..i am not angry..and i say again..I AM NOT ANGRY!lol..is funy lahh and i dun mind actually..

than life goes on and on and on..justin was our co form then..LOL..hmmm juz remember what DY said that day..WTF man DY!u sux big time!Wahahhaa..totally rubbish!

haiz yaa...i remember that day concert on dec 2o03..is been months since i see mrs tan..that nite after concert..she went up to the stage to tk photo with us..when the moment i saw her..i hugged her tightly...and i realli mean tightly...i remember..i miss her alot alot.coz v long didn't see alreadyy..thru out the holiday lahh..she is a funny and nice teacher i muz say..realli..love her loadS...lol..yupp

in yuhua..is fun..get to know those teachers..is good...they might be someone i HATE!!so much..but..i can miss them alot..long time didn't hear their voice alreadyy...miss u guys load..my dearS teacher...

2005-09-06T00:34:00.000+08:00
a few days since i last blog..well..i think i am falling sick..after running in the rain yesterday.FUCk~haizz sadded..today's ibme paper is totally shit..those that i hope it will come out dun come out at all..alright i am not blaming the paper nor myself..i know i wun make if for IBME one..but i realli hope to get at least a B..if not..i am gone..

juz now before i go for a short break off line..i was chatting with some of my frieds..i wasn't in a GREAT moood juz now..so i tends to be abit un happy and didn't reply to some msgs.o my dear friend..yupp!is u...lol..sorry mann!u will always be one of my bestest friend..with u around..life seems to be A LITTLE happier..msn sometime v boring thanx for ur company to kick my bordom away..thanx load my friend!*for info..is a SHE not a HE.and pls arrhh dun think too much..i am not a lesibian!*tat's what i know..in life we gain and lost..sometimes i gain a good fried..but i will lose a good friend tooo..that's life lahh..dun bother to believe in friends forever..juz hope friendship dun end that fast..that's the MOST u can do..

the small chalet dy me jy planning is on the way..will it success..i dunno lahh..not asking EVERY ONE to go..onli a small handful of us lahh..holiday is too long and it will turn out to be too bored too..BORING..even before holiday..now!i can sense the boringnss..OMG~fuckkk..harrr!

hopefully the Gs chalet will be successful also..HEY MELVIN!I WANT CHALET!!!I SAY I WANT CHALET!!!CAN U HEAR ME???LOL~~alright..MEI...hohohoo ok lahhMEL!lol..hmmm after exam me and grace help u k!whahahaaa..seee KNN we so good!hahaha...

I jUZ WaNNA HAve FUN!!!but..omgggggg~~~~i got the feeeling i will deprove..especially my eltech and maths...ibme and PS is totally hopeless...aiya so dun bother..FUCK LAH!

haizz
signing off
BAD MOOD.

2005-09-01T17:32:00.000+08:00

my pri school band CD..lol..wanna spot me?lol..i am sittin @ the second row first seat..dun think too much!i dun sit there coz i play good..but coz of other reason..LOL..fun memories in pri school band will last forever...in my life..the day i forget will be the day i die!i swear!

2005-09-01T17:29:00.000+08:00

lamer laughing her way out..lol

2005-09-01T17:28:00.001+08:00

maybe u wanna my middle finger!

2005-09-01T17:28:00.000+08:00

hehehe..wanna ice cream?

2005-09-01T17:27:00.000+08:00

lol..seoul garden @ JP..

2005-09-01T17:26:00.000+08:00

yes!!our pic with ms chan..lol...

2005-09-01T17:25:00.001+08:00

eddee and me..lol..he is as naughty as me..but i am not as smart as him...see..the older he is..the more handsome he is...lol..

2005-09-01T17:25:00.000+08:00

sokling and wenhui..a proper shot..`

2005-09-01T17:24:00.001+08:00

hahaa..wang jiang and boon tee`

2005-09-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

cmon people..think!i say THINK!`

2005-09-01T17:23:00.001+08:00

hmmm hhahhaa..get what i mean when i say i did something wrong?and...u seee!hahha

2005-09-01T17:23:00.000+08:00

boon tee..me..sokling..o well...i know.i dunno what i am doing actually..

2005-09-01T17:22:00.001+08:00

yanliang and boon tee..hhehehe

2005-09-01T17:22:00.000+08:00

wenhui and khoo fang..someone is inbtw them.can u see it?

2005-09-01T17:21:00.000+08:00

weikit@ mama shop..

2005-09-01T16:02:00.000+08:00
didn't update yesterday becoz i was so damn tired..wahha..hmm after my last entry and jasmine's call..i decided to jio people back to peps..wahahhaa..i mean aiya since my secondary school went to wcp..no one in school..somemore my friends all also got school..wahhahaa..sooo i got my primary school friends to go back find ms chan..wahahah...

but but but!i am a GOOD student i muz say!hahaha...i did went back NP for a lecture.ELTECH..he finished teachering alreadyy.after that i called wenhui and we got onto the same bus and met the rest @ westmall..bought ms chan's present.than heard that onli can enter school at 2pm.but we dun giv a damn,we juz went..o well..we can't go in!omg..went to mama where it bring back ALOT of memories i muz say..wahhaa..super ring for 20c.or twisties for 30c.i remember last time during pokemon hot session..lol...we always buy twisties coz inside got free gift..but..mama shop memories are more with the bandmembers compared to my classmates..

omg..it was totally shit i muz say..i took the envelope of the card and i actually wanna write to ms chan..but..something got into my mind and i wrote to ms A....than i realise..omg omg!!!wahahah..they find means and way to design.but..hhhahaa..than someone brillant suggested that juz giv card and throw away the envelope..yea!we did it!ehehe..than soon almost 2..went to the gate *yawn...waited..FINALLY is open!wahaha..

hmmm we were rather shoock when we were on the bus on the way to peps before 2pm..we saw a girl..talking on the handphone..long hair...fringe let down...tuck out shirt..omg!she looks so ah lian..and look so like sec school..i dun remember me tucking out shirt in pri school lohh other than at home lahh..omg..we were damn shock and amaze..hahha..i think that girl borned 10 yrs after i am borned..omg..so 'grown up' sia..ARRHHH!

ok so went first went up to the hall first..than walk a long way..to level 3..i was quite familar with the school lahh coz of the band..when they hv practise in the hall..i would always hv fun exploring the school..what an ass right..lol..

so went to the stuff room..cannot find ms chan..than walk walk ..saw mrs tan..wahhaha..she ask me wanna sweet a not..than i happily took one..she also told me that i should hv attend the national day concert..coz the principal say good good..wahh..i felt so happy when i heard that..hmm..since after my batch left..it got a little worse..but..after 2 yrs later's batch leave..is totallly..shit!as time goes..it got worse..as there senior i am sadded..hopefully they will do well for competition next yr!

while i am talking to mrs tan..ms chan came out from the toilet in time and they talked to her.i join in after wards..oo..she was like asking which course i actually went into...i said..biomedical engineering..and she say ..WAHH..lo..than she say sounds good..and asked me what we do..err than i said what mr gwee said.we teach the doctor how to use the machine..and i say..we are bigger than the doctor..lol..hmm that's was what the ibme lectuer said..lol..waahahaha..than goes on..she asked about the 5Ns and encourage weikit to work harD!yeah!than more and more of her student came..so we decided to take a pic and leave..without seeing other teachers...bad!coz i didn't prepare any present lahh..PAi seh sia..lol..last min..couldn't help it!

went for seoul garden.yeah!thanx to kailyn for the discount..Weee~hahaha.had fun there..omg..i ate so much lohh for god sake!hahaha..fish fish and fish..we dun eat alot of chicken.that's why our stove not oily.hahaha..so dry..lol.wahahah eat until 6 plus..or is it 7?lol..dunno lahh than left..walk around jp to help wenhui find long sleeve formal shirt...for schooling..lol..didn't know she care about the way she wear so much now..lol..seee..go poly will change one..waahhaa..me also mah!whahah..omg..anyway ms chan said something which make me so PS..ahahhaa..something that ALL The teachers hope to see in me..LOL..think is coz ages since she see me lah!hahaha..Weee~

reach home late.8 plus i think..watch the super star..than suaidah sent me something..OMG!i love it..ARrrrhh..LOL..so niceeeeArrhhh!i am going MAD!and i mean mad!alright..hahahathan da jie da came and talk to me..FUCK...she went back to her sec school and saw him..started asking him question that will make me PS..fuck~felt so sorry that i didn't tell her the full stoyy.since it happened 5 yrs ago..i see no reason in talking about it lahh..especially the full story..lol...now that she mention about him..omg..i miss him man!ages since i see him..wahahha...miss those funS we had together..lol..lock ourselve in the band store to trade pokemon..lol..buy coffee...lol..is juz fun and fun..memories and memories..wahhaha...but sadded..is all over..but i am glad i once hv those memories..love it totally...

i was happy that i still keep contact with my pri school friends which i believe alot dun now!hahhaa..actually if is not them who wanna hold on to the friendships..we wun hv still so friend now lohh..wahahhaa.thanx load guys!love u guys always..i will nv forget the friday duty gp people..we are always the best amoung all..so funny!wahahhaa..chalet next yr!to those 5Ns..good luck for Os..Weee~

this moring. i woke up..sms-ed those teacher who i hv their hp no. HAPPY TEACHERs DAY!weee..of coz..as expected..the first one to reply is ms ong..she is the closest teacher to me among all!she rockss!!!wahahaha...

so here by although i know they wun see this..i wanna wish them a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY~u guys are the people who brought us into who we are now..no u guys..no me in NP bme..if no me in NP bme..no friends in bme...thanx load teacher!will visit them together think next month when WE are ALL freeee~yesss!4e6 rocks!

2005-08-30T19:00:00.000+08:00
sadded..tml is teacher's day eve and..schools are celebrating teacher's day...sadded..i hv lesson from 9-3pm..SADDED arhh!i miss my secondary teachers...i also missed my primary school teachers too..but..more in secondary school teachers lah~one yr ago..i made ms ong angry..than slowly the rest joined in making her angry...she didn't forgive us..was onli during teacher's day eve she than forgive us..memorable days..sadded..is all overrr lahh..

ages since i seee my primary school pals..those studying 5n wwanna go back but we can't..coz hv school until 5pm..sadded..hmmm..haizz sadded lah!SADDED!!!SADDED!!!SADDED!

I MISS U GUYS LOADSS!my teachers my friends...princess elizabeth and yuhua!!!

2005-08-29T01:25:00.000+08:00
sadded..some times i juz hate listening to music..before Os..whenever i am muggin..i will on the radio and listen to perfect ten..that time..some songs like accidentally in love..welcome to my life..canon ball..many many moree.hahha are HOT song..soo whenever now ...i on the radio and heard those 2004 songs..i started crying in my heart..thinking why time flies that fast...especially welcome to my life which 4e6 sang for mf during the chalet..haha not to scold her lahh..but she like the song alot mahh so we sang..but the lyrcis like scolding peoeple sia.hahha..misses those days..load and load..if onli i can invent a machine to fly back to the past and return to the present..alright i am dreaming..how i hope i can dream of my beautiful past memories..haha..but i know i wun..*saded*

today and yesterday i dun seems to gain anything lahh..yesterday i tried doing the IBME..but..dunno what the hell..so many formula..also dunno for what sia..i did try some eltech..but i got so pissed that i juz stop half way thru the tutorial..haha..todayy..omg~i woke up early to go market with my bro..coz he invited his friends to home for a steamboat lunch.hahha.he had dnd yesterday and came home @5am in the morning..so he slept happily while me and my mum prepared those stuff..hahhaa..well..i did help k..haha..stripe the prawn..hehehe...the sotong too..hahaha..spent the whole day studying nothing but food..waste my bloody time onli.sianz lah~not productive sia..i dunno what to do...i am lost!ARHHHH~ibme..Eltech..maths...PS!haizzz~hurry get it over and done with..

i was talking to dy juz now..than suddenly he say he wanna ton outside in someone's house to watch horror..*WAHHAHA rolling on the floor* ya..so i was thinking..uh huh!chalet lah!hahaha..during out sept/oct holidayy hmm should be on the oct lahh when all the SP people are release!hahaha..sorry those JCs and ptd school friendss if u r feeling being left out...i am sorry..but we juz wanna keep ourselve occupany during our holidayy..hahaha...all the way 4e6 chalet 2005!yes!!!!we will do it~

sometimes i kinda relief..i hv friends around me..who i can appronch when i need them...i meann when i need lahh..hmm u guys know..hahhaa..i seldom need u all..coz i can tk care of myself well..hahha..but u guys did bring fun and laughter into my mind..if i hv prob..especially money matters i hv my pri school friend to settle lah..they are damn generous..but i wun tk advantage of them one..hheheh..realli i swear!hahhaa...when bored in msn..i hv my sec school friends to chat with me...sometimes poly tooo..realli lahh i feel blessed with love from my friendss..thanx god for that!

alright..holidayy hmmm i hate holiday!a holiday can turn me into a bastard...hahaha.alright..i meann an ass hole lahh..ahaha..i can become so hot tempered..haha..unreasonable and petty..what an ass right?hahah..alright alright...i am not now..hhahhaa..with laughter filling my life..from everyday...at times when i meet up with my secondary school pals..we laught!in poly...with that crazy da jie..we laught!laugh laugh laugh..schooling is still the best..hahha

I AM NOT A BUTCH~hahhaa..alright...this sentence left a deep deeep deeep impression in my poly friend during the FOP..fuck.i think i made a fool of myself lahh..haizz..nvmm whats out had already out..hmmm..hope u guys wun laugh about thislahh..coz i am serious..i am not a butch..what's moree?I HATE BUTCH! friends around me know..i am juz tomboyish lahh..under the influence of my bro..*blaming them*

hahhaa.talking about my bro..hmm i am kinda glad that i can communicate well with them lahh..i mean..remember back in old days..when i am in pri school and lower sec..hahha..when my 2rd bro is at home all day long..hah..we will quarrel over all sort of things..we dun talk.we shout!hhahaha..was when i got into sec 4..where he is in U..now i am in yr 1 poly,and he still in u..and onli see him once per week..haha..we talk..hahhaa..in time of crisis when i no money to buy shoe..he gave me 50 bucks for shoe..hahha..and another 50 from my mum..guess what?i didn't buy the shoee..i ate the money away..hahaha..what an asss right?hahah..

wahahha someting happy!CATS and snw finish lohh!!!!!tml i will be homee again..well for tml..i guess i will try to figure out ibme again..fuck lahh haizz....no matter how many time i read also dunno siaa..sadded..HRRRR~allright~hahhaa

2005-08-26T21:34:00.000+08:00
hmm now a days..i dun realli write much about my day...but i often write about stuff...for today i am going to write...SEE URSELF LAH!

in life..many things can destroy a friendship.one of the them is love..for example..A like B...but C also like B...A and C are actually good friend...but becoz of B they became rival..yess things like this do happen..if not another thing is.A and B was actually today...B and C are good friend...but ended up..C and A together...so B and C becomes enemy...yes...thing like this...sometime i think is dumb lahh but to think about it..ya...is right to be angry..but..as a friend...they should have a second thought...friends are sometime better than ur stead..reali..

another thing is money..it juz appeared that some people wun return money when they borrow...no matter how people hint him/her.him/her juz ignore it.go on spenting money like water on food and things like shirt...pants..etc etc.that's why i always dun like to talk about money to my friend...when they no money..and it happened that i have...i will try to treat them...although my friend will say that he/she will return the treat.i dun look forward to it..realli..i always believe..u always eat people money...some days ur money will be eaten away twice of the amount...like me..i used to con people's money when i am in primary school up to secondary school..but later i started to realise this and stopped..i dun wann owe people money becoz i feel is a sin.i rather people owe me money...reallli..so let me go on..sometimes..i understand that some of them might hv some family problem and need to pay everything by themselve like handphone bills.well handphone is an essential object in life..sooo doubt even how poor they are..they will hv one..sometimes as their friend u seee ur friend with family problem..u hv to help...as a friend...i might not be v wealthy..but at least i work as a tutor and does have some money lahh..but me myself dun like it when people onli come to me when they hv no moneyy...i am not an ATM machine..pls lahh dun always come tk money from me lohh i also need to save one..but i dun mind once or twice lahh..but always i will DIE lahhh..i find it kinda dumb that friendship broke juz coz of money matter lohh..i mean..aiyaa since ur friend wanna u to return them money..than return lohh..slowly lahh sure they will understand one..if not..they aren't ur friend..one day one dollar also goood..try to use lesser money lahh.like food eat lesser lohh...no money dun buy shirts and pants lahh..realli..serious...i hate it when money destroy a friendship...

another thing is attitude...as a friend..dun always think of juz receiving helps from people..or...dun think of u giv people help and people muz help u back..juz take what come and what dun come.in life is always like this one lahh..have u ever thik that u hv actually take things and didn't give?think about it...realli..in life..is always like this...juz dun think tooo much about this giv and tk thing..u will live much more happier..some people might juz take and didn't giv..but..think about it...some how some way they will suffer..and think about...some how some way..u did get something..realli..

so in life..juz hope people will be more understanding toward eeveryone lah...dun be so self centered..think onli for urself...people no money?giv them lohh..is possible..but the person who tk muz also know his/her limit..coz those person who gave him/her money dun owe him/her a living..in life..live happy lahh..giv and take..when people dun understand their school work...and asked u..if possible answer them..u will gain something thru it..realli..i did benefit it too.example that happened recently..sisi called and ask me about the IBME que..hmm i dunno the answer myself actually..but i did figure out at the end and told her how..SEEE..i learn it myself..realli..hahhaha..sooo realli lahh..in life..dun be selfish!

well..got back my ibme result..i got 89...hahhaa..ok lohh..lol..as for my eps prac..i got excellence..hahhaa..also dunno how much lahh..hahha...hmmm today went to watch the maid..hahaha

AH SOON HARRR...hahaha...

2005-08-24T18:17:00.000+08:00
today was nerve breaking during my EPS test.i got the same graph which i am not suppose too..guess why..hahaa coz i short my ciruit.hahaha..funny sia..LOL..than glenn came to see than he say wrong..than me double check than realise it..ooo hahhaa..i realli hope i can do well for this test...i hope over all i can get a B....i got c- for soldering..THATs BAD!hahaha..yaa so hoping i can do well for the test so can PULL my marks up..yes.realli~

haizz in school didn't realli talk much during the class....wanna study coz i dun realli understand my eltech..gosh man whatever taught at the tutorial was worse!i didn't absorb anythin..harr!!

schooling is good...schooling is fun..schooling u make friends..learn how to cope with word and friendship..moving from place to place..knowing different people..is getting tougher...as u get older...either u will get to know ur friends v fast or u will nv talk to that person.if happens that everyone in the class are people who are outgoing and outspoken.good for you..but if in the class..got people who juz dun wanna talk to people and make friends..in their mind is always their old friends in secondary school..is totally SICK!nothing bad knowing more friends what..ur sec school friends will still be in ur heart and they will always remain as ur friends if u want it to and make it happen!as we grow older...some people either become more talkative or less talkative..i became alot less talkative..hahaha i belive in primary i can be the queen one loh..best in talking..lol..i can talk to everyone..but in secondary school..things begin to change...i become less talkative..i am even lazy to call people and chat on the phone after i always hook on to the net.all day long i onli wait for people to call me..LOL..yess that's me..now..in msn..i also wait for people to talk to me..if no one wanna talk to me..than sianz lahh.bored to death loh..hahhaa..

now in poly..i dun talk to everyone..but i did try talking to some people of coz..i tried..but did the others tried?no!WTF man!i juz dunno why as people get older they become more DAO dun wanna talk..harr..understand lahh..last time in sec school..everyone in class is my good pals who i can talk to one lohh..whoever it is lahh...realli..but in poly..siao lah..onli some nia one..some didn't even wanna bother to talk to me when i tried talking to them..totally NUT!dunno what's in their brain..NUTS!totally nuts!realli lahh is nuts lah!hahhaa..anyway yupp appreciate those those friends i hv in poly..ya...we are nuts!hahaha..thanx guys..final exam around the corner..good luck!

2005-08-23T20:26:00.000+08:00
well..ages since i blog...hahaha summary of what happenedsaturday..badminton attachment..than went NTU to tk camera from my bro...than harmonica concert...than home lahsunday..went galilee to study..hahaa..well always it become a chit chat sesssion..but i love itlahh..hahhaa..is fun lah..mf join us that dayy.hahha..than went jamming...

o anyway hahaa..i wish u all the best..hahha i hope u will success...i want her good tooo...ahhaa...best of my luck my friend!Weeeee!

yupp ok..than mondayy..went for my LAST miaow lessson and it ended at 130..omg mann..bored..went gym to sit a while see those guys do their stuff.hahaha..edwin realli impress me..i was totally shock..realli..hahhaa..totally impress!hhahaha..

oo i skipped my Snw...hahaha..coz i thought i was suppose to hv tutition for 3 hrs..i was so scared sia..hahha..i dun wanna giv a damn lahh i got 80% of attandance lahhh..hahaha..went tutio.FUCK the maid go fetch marcus...wa lu ehh than i was outside waiting so long sia..than finally come home..guess what malcolm told me..he say..tml english CA than start..i was like..WTF!?!?they gave the wrong info lohhh..for god sake..didn't even know when's the exam..omg..wrong learning attitude lah!than i was like...fuck lahh...i show them the fuck sign...heng harr they dun understand..Weeee~hhaha.so i did english wiith them and i hv to go again the next day which is today..yupp i went!3 hrs of tution todayy..faint..they are getting bad lahh..dunnno dun ask one...stare there...as if the answer will appear like tha loh..if not..didn't even see than say dunno liao.wa lau ehhh..i kept explaining the same old thing..still dun understand...wa lau ehh drivin me mad sia..haiz..hope they do well..

i am glad for the past 4 yrs in secondary school i hv learn how to talk depends on the situation..for example u need some one's help.example..money problem...u should ask in a nice tone like.."ahhaa can lent me some money for whatever whatever reason..plss?" instead of.. "OI!got money a not...lent me lehh"which one do u choose?if u r the one lending..which one will u lend?SO?pls lahh..need help from people still dare to use those kind of fucked up attitude and tone..go and think lahh..another casee..u bring handphone to school..but got one person know...how should u tell the person? "OI!tell u horr..u better dun tell teacher...if not u watch out" or should u say "pls....dun tell others..PLS!!!" which one sound more pleasing?for fuck lohh since u need people help..pls use a nicer tone and attitude..that's what i learnt in secondary school..realli...

time to time..going different school.i meet different time of people...in primary school..those people u met are nice people..truly nice..i will nv forget how bad i was..lol..so funny..extortion..hahha..pooor alvin..wonder where is he now..hahhaa..wenhui tooo hahaha..rich fellow..everytime ask her buy thing for me..treat me eat..haha..alright i hv change one..hmmm not that money minded like last time..i also dun like to owe people moneyy now..hahaha..surpise harr change SO much sia..hahaha..i think i started changing when i got into sec 3 when i got a ATM card..hahhaa..alrigh baby..i love it!hahaha..

now than i am working..i spent mney like water..i can even juz 'give' money like this..hahaha..now my bank no money liao...hahhaa..suddenly realise i shouldn't do that lahh..haiz...spent money on food is the worse thing ever..once a while ok lohh but me..hahhaa..everydayy whenever i see those ice creamm i will eat..ahaha..nuts sia..!!

hahaha..yup yup realli primary school friends are angel lahh..hahaa..than seconday school friends..hmm they are friends who i realli hv load of fun with..went thru load of shit..uh huhh hahaha..it is also where i know people who can be realli cunning..they can do whatever thing to get what they want..WAHH imprresss right..yupp but they are realli nice people tooo..sometimes u need to be a little cunning lahh..remember in sec 1 and 2 after captain ball game..people can like angry with each other for this kind of SMALL matter one lohh funny horr..if not.hahhaa..when someone started to HAO LIAN how well their result it..people will starts to be angry..hahhaa..is all funny stuff lohh..wahhaha.but sec 3 n4 are the best yrs afer all..they are the peeps who took the same subject combi ...we are all taking Os together..the subjects we take are the same..hahaha..but we always help each other..no matter what..when i am in deep shit with my english..i hv LOAD of people around me supporting me..realli...was damn happy and greatful to them lohh..people like steph..carmen..tingwei and his accent..LOL..hmmm of coz the class peeps lahh they cheer for me when teacher praise me..giving me the hope to do well..and i did well..realli love u guys load..hahhaa..my other subs like bio..i reemmeber milton..LOL..before the bio the day before and the day itself..he still meet me @ mac to study with me..teach me..but sad lahh i gt an e8..HOHHOOHOO..and he got a B3..i was rather guity lahh..haizz..my combin science..this one i hv to thanx the idiotic benjamine..HAHAHa.he helped me load..i remember after prelim..we stayed @ je to study until evening 7pm 8 pm ..he realli helps me alot tooo..haha..realli lahh...sec school peeps are simply full of kind soul..they helped me thru my study...but when they need my help i will always be there..i try my best...i am glad that they don't get angry when i couldn't help them coz i got something wrong..they aree all simply understanding..realli..i also love their learning attitude..
i remember last time when ever i hv blank for maths..ms ong will say i didn't put in enough effort..she also like to say that i am complcent..ahhaa..this two things hv always remain in me..constantly remind me..i muz put in effort in learning and must not be complacent!although i didn't get an A1 for my emaths and ms ong thinks that i am complacent..errr i dun think so lohh i realli did try my best liaooo hahha..realli...i did put in effort too..i realli hv to thanx ms ong for this two point..realli.love ms ong alwayss!

i dare to say that 4e6 peeps...they are people who can realli study v well..but some slack people like.tingwei..ya..he is slack sia..his test result harr sometime not v good one..hahaa..although sometimes when he asked me question i will ask him to ask other people but i will always try to help him if is within my limit..ahha it might appeared like i dun wanna help him..but the true is..iwant..but..i can't...i didn't even know the work myself..but i am glad..he is understanding..he also hv GREAT learning attitude..before Os during our study break..i seee him forcing himself to do those tys and stuff..i was happy for him..now he hv did well and went on to the course he likes...what's more meet someone he love..hahaa..is all fate lahh..hahhaa

ya ya..now i am ttalking about learning attitude...i hv always wanna to be someone who hv good learnng attitude..but i know in band i dun hv..but..in study wise..i reealli wanna be...i dun understand what teachers said..i ask until i understand..i always read thru and ask people ..hahhaa..like the op amp...need more time to read thru..i got the hang..but i stll dun reall understand how to apply and stuff...juz some ways how i study and stuff..for example wheni am doing my Eltech tutorial..i always got the answer wrong..but i dun giv up that easy..i will on my radio and sing song and do the tutorial @ the same time..i keep trying and trying..look thru the example at the front..i see and i apply...so i finally got the answer..yess..that's the way i do...i dun owe u a thing..i am not here to serve u..i am not ur peoeple!i dun hv to listen to u...i dun like to help people with lousy learning attitude..for example..come late for class..dun wanna listen to class than ended up ask people in class DURING lesson time..WTF man..ya help people..help..but not when i am trying to learn and u ask me question...it will ends up both of us learning nothing...so u think u r selfish or am i the one who is selfish..think about it..in class dun understand...keep talking..disturb the class..than when wanna learn keeep asking the same question..over and over again.hhaha..ok..that was me..hahhaa..i muz admit about this bad point that i hv...i am so sorry my class..realli sorrry...especially to the 7 dragons..i know u guys are v irritated by my gp of people during IBME lesson..i am realli sorrry....realli..after that day i realise about learning attitude..hahha..but..today maths..i didn't apply it..aiya who will bother to?hahhaa..

haizz my deepest apologize to my friends..sorrry that i couldn't help u guys with the eltech or whatever lahh..is not i dun wanna teach u guys..but i can't even help myself...giv me sometimes to figure what is it.hahaha..but before that..pls go and look through urself..u dun depends on me..u hv to depend on urself..if u dun wanna help urself..i can't help u!dun expect me to be there look @ u do ur work..i am not ur tution teacher and u r not my primary school kids..i hope u guys understand..u guys dun owe me and i dun owe u guys a thing.will arrange time to meet up and study..but pls understand me..i hv 2 kids with me..marcus and malcolm..i need to be responsible ok..they are more important to me..compare to u guys..sooo dear friends..melvin..yongjian and nic..GIV ME TIMES!if u can't wait...find someone elsee..dun wanna hold u up...exam coming..hv to start revision..if i can't fufil what u wanna..realli..go find someone else...

*note:pls spare me..if u dun like me..dun come and find me for help...i dun like to be used like a horse..i am a human..either u befriend me and we can help each other or..ignore me and dun try to take advantage that i can be bullied..the real chunhui will not appear so soon unless u force me..i can be 100000X more fiece and mean..marks me word and imean it!dun like me?walk away when i am talking to u...easy as that!

2005-08-20T00:18:00.000+08:00

yup this is the one..hmm taken after sports day..hahhaa..we got the class champ durring sports day lahh upper sec champ...we realli put in alot of effort..our aim is to win the class champ lohh..hahaha..i still remember on 1st jan 2004 me and zw was already thinking about it liao..hahha.long before sports day..so funny...ehh although i onli contribute to one of it..but...realli lahh..i got put in effort lohh..i arrange training for them..hahaha..look @ everyone's face..hahaha..so happy right..hahaha..still remember that time steph and julie both also dun wanna run..hahaha..so much trouble sia..hahaha..but look @ the pic..they look so happy sia..hahhaa..wee~everyone is happy...realli this bring realli colours to my secondary school life..at least ten yrs down the road during the class gathering..i can say this..UR CLASS GOT THE CLAS CHAMP DUIRNG SPORTS DAY ONE 2004..realli miss u guys and love u guys load!WE SHALL ALL HV BRIgHT FUTURE!

2005-08-20T00:01:00.000+08:00
i hv load to write.but i wanna sleep liaooo..tml still got the bad attachment...but i wanna upload one pic..i realli miss it alot...

2005-08-19T01:04:00.000+08:00
fuck it man!
FUCK IT! i MEAN FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!
i swear i will nv do this again...to help ask around seee who wanna go whatever concert which need moneyyy...communication break down...now i need to sell that fucking..FUCKING 2 tix...bloody hell...want me to sell 2 tix for 15 bucks..FUCK U LAH!call ur self my friend...go eat shit...fuck u..onli u no money harr..as if i got like tht loh!u r so fucking more rich than me..than u need money to buy shoe and pants..i dun need harr...fucking heelll!look @ the fucking shoe i am wearing now!for FUCK mann i onli hv that onli one shoe loh!through out the yr since jan 05...i also need lohh..what else i need...idiot..my parent onli giv me 40 bucks per week including transport and whatever...u think enough meh!u go count lahh..thought onli u no money harr!fucking hell..friends also wanna like this..GO EAT SHiT LAH!

i am not blaming on kailyn or tingwei for this...but i am angry becoz of how a friend wanna bargain with me..is not that i am going to gain money or what lohh...i dun gain anything selling the tix.i dun even gain a cent but i loss sweat...for god sake loh!is ur secondary school CCA performaning lohh..can't ufucking hell go down and support..still wanna bargain with me..i see no reason for me to juz loss 9 bucks for nothing loh.if this is the way a friend should be...i rather u get out of my life...i swear i wun do this to my friend..unless my friend gain something from the tix either thru commission or what ever..fucking hell!dissappointing ASS!towards u...i juz wanna say one thing..GO AND DIE!FUCK OFF!EAT SHIT!!WATCH OUT!if ever the same thing happen to u..I WILL DO THE SAME THING!I SWEAR I WUN heart soft and buy for the full price..FUCK OFF~

2005-08-17T22:33:00.000+08:00
i muz say..last entry was atrocious..my spelling everything sux big time...sorry for those mistake lahh u guys should know that i my english sucks big time...understand?!?haha~

2005-08-17T18:05:00.000+08:00
sometimes in life..somethings happen to u for a good purpose...i might think is a v bad thing..but...at the end of the day..u benifit..u gain stuff...serious!

some friends enter ur life for goood but some enter ur life to add bad memories into ur life...that's v unavoidable..i must say this!i can be a good person who bring colours into ur life...of coz..i can be a devil who bring bad memories into ur life...i will nv say no to this sentence..

now with different friends..my secondary school friends change..me tooo..some become more active with their new friends..but some become anti social..but for one thing i am suree and i am glad...4e6 will always be 4e6...we missed each other..i wouldn't say ALL but i know majotiry do...that 2 yrs that we been thru are realli memorable...brings great colourful memories to my secodary school life..people envy of our unity...although there might be conflict here and there..but thru all these..people learn to love each other more...although i know some of them graduated from the school as enemies..but now...i bet they miss each other at times..i may have hate that particular person so much..but now i miss them so muchhh..hahaha.sometimes i find ah ben and ass hole...alwaays like to argue..but sometimes i kinda miss his rubbish rreasoning tooo... i touchh my heart and say...4e6 is the best ever class i hv been to SO far!i swear...realli...4e6 i love u guys alot alot alot!but the truth is..i realli love yuhua!weee~the band..my sec 2 class mates tooo..miss those yuhua's day lah!realli....secondary school days leaves a DEEEP impact in my life..hahhaa..

to my secondary school friends..i might hv left a BIG footprint in ur life...for good and for bad..hahha for one thing i am suree.i did leave some BAD one for every single one of u...my rudeness..my unreasonable rubbish etc etc..but i realli hv to say thanx to u guys..who tolerate my rubbish and swallow it AL THE WAY DOWN!thanx load guys...making me live like a 'king'..but now no longer can i live this kind of life...*saded* no one allows me to be the 'king' .thanx to u guys tooo...thanx for the respect that u guys gave me...thanx for the support tooo..without u guys...there wun be me heree...so glad to know u guys..realli...

well poly friends aren't that bad either...but something i hv to admit...we still need timessss to know each other bettter...to me...it appear that i am very bad friends to u guys(i know u guys nodding ur head)hahah in fact I AM!i wun say no to this anyway..hahaha dun bother to tag my board and say i am not....i dun buy that..poly and secondary school friends are realli very big diff they are v big differents in characters...some smilar but alot diffferent one lohh..sianz 1/2...sorry for the unreasonable me..hope u guys wun get fucked up ..i am who i am...i appeared to be who i am ..i am a v playful person..i can be damn serious..as time..i feeel when i am serious..u guys become play fool...but when i am playing a fool..u guys are serious...some times i enjoy the company of u guys...but not always...onli in poly i begin to feeel what is lonely..i starts to understand what is it and what my friends in secondary school means by lonely...LONELY~

however...some of them are realli nice and caring towards me...i shan't list names lahh..to prevent unhappiness...u guys know who u r..thanx guys~

final sem exam coming...i am v ery worried for my Eltech..it juz RUBBISH lah!dunnno what the hell he is teaching...i hate it when people say i am smart and thought i know everything...coz i am not and i dunno much thing..i hate it when people ask me question which i dunno and thought i dun wanna teach them...coz i am selfish..if u r thinking this way..i am sorrry dun ever find me to help u anymoreee..coz i am simply stupid...either u wait for me to figure it ALL out..or go ask others...dun ask me..and if u wanna me to help u..pls show me some good attitude by trying to figure out...dun come and tell me u dunno anything...go read and see what u can understand..i dun juz day dream and know my work..i study myself tooo!we got almost the same Os grade..some even better than me..sure we hv about the same iltelligent level..so put in more effort..confirm can do much more better than me one..coz i am borned to be slow and dumb...serious...see my p1 result and u will see how dumb i am!

i hv no choose but to fuck it all out @ my blog..no point holding on back..makin me more and more pissed off each day onli...that's wat blog are for!Weeeee~

2005-08-16T13:20:00.000+08:00
i have decided to not let my blog die in that horrible state..so i do until nice nice..aiyaa lazy to blog liao lahh..no time too..BORING~

dustbin!

2005-08-13T22:06:00.000+08:00
fuck!kinda regret coming poly..maybe i should hv try the 3month course..who knows!i might like it alot and surprisly i might be able to cope VERY well..alright i am dreaming!

feeeling rather depress lately..things dun seems to be going smoothly as i thought it will be..instead..everything is falling MUCH apart..nv will i expect this..haizz realli lahh i duno what to sayy...feeel fucked up...i belong to neither here nor there..i dun belong here coz..simply i dun belong here...i can nv belong there coz there is no longer anyone there..they hv move away..i am someone who actually dun initiate a conversation unless i need to.sooo...when they dun talk to me..i dun talk to them here!i am glad @ times people there will still talk to me which make me kinda pls...the gaps between people here is getting far...one sentence to describe..seems so near,yet so far..

i hope everything will change soon...after the sem exam...I HAVE BIG ATTITUDE PROBLEM!

not much mood to blog about what happen lately lahh..got this blog skin back...since the tag board is ok now..soo i guess everything should workk..aiya what the hell no one will bother to tag my board...BORING LaH!BORING LAH!

2005-08-09T17:00:00.000+08:00

the four of our's!

2005-08-09T16:59:00.001+08:00

singapore's trademark!hahhaa...on the way to terminal 1`

2005-08-09T16:59:00.000+08:00

childish act..LOL~on the way to terminal 1.

2005-08-09T16:58:00.002+08:00

hmmm which flight am i taking?`

2005-08-09T16:58:00.001+08:00

mad woman..HAHAHA~

2005-08-09T16:58:00.000+08:00

Weee~

2005-08-09T16:57:00.001+08:00

WAh wah wah!`

2005-08-09T16:57:00.000+08:00

Wahhh firework display!

2005-08-09T16:55:00.000+08:00

FFinalllly!the ECE idoL 2005~

2005-08-09T16:54:00.000+08:00

We are the supporter of grace!!!

2005-08-09T16:53:00.000+08:00

yup yup yupp..ECE idol 2005!